Tuesday, December 02, 2008

Sometime I myself being busy.....

Today, I finish early for my PCB work so i decided to plan out my trip plan for this year and next year. Anywea.. i replied an email regarding a Backpacking trip to Europe..that ornganise by Team singapore...Well.. its EUROPE>....one of the places that im dying to go... So Plan out the whole thing and finished it..It look nice..all fell to places.. But.. my feeling still not right although.,things fell to places.. Ubin trip next 2 weeks, Kinabalu trip in Late Feb, Europe trip(If i got selected) in March/April..Nepal Trip Late Aug( Bulan Puase Babe)...

I looke over to a girl who sit 45 degree North West Of me..and keep me wondering for a long time..

I know her since i step into this class 2 months ago.. we got along well.. till the 1/4 of the class though that we a couple...which we are not.. and how they suspect?? well..me and her always quarell anything under the sun...

Ok Back to the calender.. i was asking myself.. Am I Happy on what i have now.?... ya true flying ard the world is fun...but Sometime keep myself busy is not the best solution..to tackle..my 4 year old relationship problem.. cuz im scared to get back into it again.. Prove??? See.. end of every semester ..I bound to recover form either a short term relationship or rejection...

But i know one day i have to overcome it...

Anywea.. this semester gonna end soon.. and I really want to overcome this Fobia of mine.. and i hope.. she the one gonna be breaking of that Fobia of mine......

Fate pls Help me....

Signing off....



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