Don tell me abt your Fantasy Story..cuz i hate mine..

Hey there guys...

I have the weird week ever this week... I don noe y..Points that Happen this week..

1. Too Many Mixed Feeling make me hate myself
2. Fate Teach me the right choice this week...
3. Asking too much question to myself..
4. Having Bad Mood because things im unsure of...
5. I think.. i should stop dreaming...

Things when well when tues morning came up....

As u all noe im working on monday nite..and it happen that i did nt set my alarm..and also happen that im too tired

So Tues Morning i woke up late..Real late..Its 825 am and i was like WTH im doing here in bed...and i noe that i gonna be late..that part i don mind..so i have mine shower and when to sch as usual..i step into my class at 9am..and listen the remainder of the lecture..at the end of the lecture..My friend ask me...

Friend: Eh man!!..Y late come to sch ah?? Usually u came on the dot...

Me: Yesterday i work, and i forgot to set my alarm ah...

Friend: ohh Ok..eh u wear slipper ah.. U noe rite today got lab???

Me: WTH?!!!! Gt lab..I did nt bring my shoes....

Yea..thats where is really pissed me off....First im late then i forgot to bring shoes....and i was thinking..there no use going back cuz there is no one home and i forgot to bring the key..So Fate really make me pissed of that day..after thati went for breakfast with my PK frens...they saw me bring my bag down..my fren ask...

PK fren: Eh.. Cabot Class ah???

Me: No.. Fate ask me not to come to school and study today...cuz it noe i need a day off

PK fren: Wah ur fate Very good ah..i think i sense that same fate coming to me today..Im cabotting also..

Me: Wah.. ok lor...

So we spend the whole day window shopping, Starbuck-ing cuz im we having PK training at 5 later.. Actually.. I really don want to go..but i have responbility to fufill have to go.. Sigh...Thats the part where fate teach me the rite thing...

Yea.. I been Having too many mixed feeling this week. the Problem This week is tooo Dry for, and i got restless easily...Got a new assignment this week handling MCG Family Day...was thinking this not gonna end man.. Stress stress stress....PPP the new script has made my week haywire...too many changes to be done...Having mood swing on every training ..but still..Muz keep my cool...

This week where,..i went CGH to do research on my PP project..yea.. it kept me thinking twice of going there cuz..scare of bumping into her..as i made promise nt to enter her life again..This time luck on my side,.. Things goes well did nt bump into her.. sometime i ask myself question of what i have done wrong and that question still not being answered yet....Kept me wonder too much...

Today..i don noe..Bad mood really stay with me for this week...Morning i have to go to TAPAC for PP training.. gt to noe that the room i book has being Ransack by other big production lucky they have spare room for my crew..and also found out that my director is not coming today..and i was like..cant do much actually..so i juz practice to them with their line and movement cuz im cant make changes...My Scriptwriter came after lunch..and practice them with the movement with sets...My cast getting restless by 430pm..but still she push them to make it rite..But i cant blame her..We have alot of catching up to do....Gt to know both script writer and director nt coming 2morro.."Sigh"

my crew decided to go to town after training...so i decided to tag along.. It seem half of the day has make my day gone low.. I kept quite the whole journey..till dinner..end...Anyway..i have other side problem of my life to think of...Got to know.. most of my crew either nt coming or free till 1 pm 2morro.."Sigh, Sigh"

I worried Abt the Mountaineer Selection Nxt Saturday..Having fear nt getting selected, But deep in my heart, I really DAMN WANT TO CLIMB THAT MOUNTAIN...cuz its one of the lifetime experience..

I think i should stop what i am doing rite now..i think its better coming back to reality rather that fantasy which is really hurt people heart...and sometime mine...( well Most of the time)

I know i will not get a chance to win some people heart...i noe thats the fact..

I noe its no use of clapping one side of the hand..(cuz i face it too many times)

and i have to keep reminding myself to comeback to reality cuz Fantasy is really not meant for me...

So pls Lokman..Stop Dreaming, Reality Need you more cuz Fate is giving me a Hard time all this Years...

Signing Off..