Make me Wonder,Made Me Worried...

Hey peeps,

i noe its sunday morning... and actual fact that im suppose to be resting on bed..but no.... i still get up at 730..to see is everything is ok ard the house...and the last thing i done is making my lil brother breakfast. Yea.. i noe.. im really sick now.. but im simply can't take the worry out of my head..even the smallest worry..of wat my lil bro gonna eat for breakfast...that y i made breakfast for them...

i Worried simply everything in my life this few weeks... Worry abt my mom, Worry abt my Grade,Worry abt the productions..Worry abt my life..My Position has being chg since my sis got married...It seems my family depends on me very much since then..i noe..as a elder son its a responbility...but i handle it well..that y worrying is parts and parcels nothing new...

Anywea.. Im worry abt my mom, Cuz she working too much, 7 days a week..weekday in my sch and weekend at my granny shop..worry abt her health all...im simply missed family times...i don noe we did not get a weekly family day since when, 5 years ago..and that kept me worry since then.

Dad coming back to work next week after a long MC from work.. Thats the good part.. The bad part his work place is going though retrence, so it made me worry if my dad is out of job...thats y im working now..atleast I can be a back up for my lil bro education and stuff..

Atleast My worry on my grade can be ease abit since i manage to stablise my grade..all i have to do is study hard for UT..

My Most worried is the production...that made me worry weeks after week..script reading is in a week time and I even have nt a solid script in my hand rite now..I don noe if i done a great job or not..My director having a freking busy secdule ahead and my even have put my crew together yet..My playwright is doing well.. im hoping and praying hard that script will finish my 2morro lunch time...Thats made me worried alot..period..

ANywea.. Abt my life..at least im surviving here...i think...too much worrying made me sick...i really want my life back together again...

okok

Not all things im worrying abt ok...

still i had my ellite buddy that neva fail to made me happy for the past 8 years...so another bujang day out later..having a birthday treat for someone...

I was thinking to taking Bike license..since dad car is really a hassle esp the fuel consumtion..
My bestie is letting go his Scramler..thinkin to buy from him..the price is not bad actually..since his otw of getting is Skyline or watever it is...

so..that life..till then.. worrying is still in progress...