Holding on to my Dear life....

Its been more than 16 weeks in here in RP.. and 16 more weeks later I will ending my first year there... Till now i still feel something missing since i enter here... Too much has happen through the 16 weeks.. And it happen too fast...I don noe how long i could last to push myself for the next 2 1/2years...Some of the proggresion student Resign school months after month..and 2 of them is my former classmate...it no doubt its hard surviving here if u only have and N level cert and a NITEC..but i think they have reach their limits until they cant stand it..as for me .. im surviving..even though its quite a battle..but how long i can stay...thats for me to find out...if i have to push myself to the limits...

Yea.. Its motivation im talking about...i don noe how i'm going to get it here...
it feel very unmotivated when everybody is leaving...
Last Time ...i usually think that i will make it my 2 years in ITE, i though wrong,..Thanks to someone, she motivate me to go further..
Last time..I totally give up after i got my grouping for my FYP...Cuz..im doing solo, no resources, No manpower..and no Freaking idea of what to so and worst of all the 3/4 of the class have blacklisted me for god knows wat...But luckily thanks to Watie..( my classmate) she the only one i trusted during that time..seeing her progress and we exchange ideas..Then one day..her project partner dump for another group..She was down hard...I motivated her back on her feet..in the end she done her solo FYP..similar like mine...I can say her product design was outstanding...Thanks watie..

Thats was the old days....

For now, I juz hold tight for dear life while i'm looking for my life support...I don noe how long i could last..but i will be here...

Crapping in progress
Signing off...