STrike 1, STrike2 Strike3... I give up for this week need some good luck charm

Hey there guys, Im at home now, Sad, Depress and Dissapointed on myself....

Juz came back from My TP test.. Don even think of asking me that question.....It bad..

And that strike 1..

I purpose Skip today UT juz to come early for TP....And its science, Ok Strike 2 for the day

And u noe what..I enter this film competition,..I borrow the school Video Cam.. ( Its JVC HDD) last time when i a media student i heard that JVC is not good is something,,, and now i noe Y.. It give this MOD format which.. Adobe did not support.. Now i cant edit the video and i left with 4 days more... I gonna kill myself oneday,,, That stike 3 for the day,,, My tired, Im sad and im feel like a loser..haiz...

Crapping in progress

Signing off