My First Tear Drop in ITE

Saturday 25 June 2005:::::

Thanks God is Saturday.... Can have rest with the bloody awful week i have.....Today I went shopping for the booth with the Student Sam people.....Now i Receive my Letter Of Notice for my NS...

Y Bloody awful week...??? Let me tell u the Bloody story....

Its was a going to be a fine week until Wednesday afternoon. I was call to School Of Info Com Office...Section Head call me...Upon entering the office... a weird feeling getting to my head that something must be wrong....The thought was correct...... "Im sori to inform u that u r terminated frm the IBM intership Programme due of Student Saminar......" A feeling of total shock stop the room at the moment......The feeling of me in the room was crush.. The dream of every info com student goin to intership. My eyes start became watery.. and at last the first tear touch the ground of ITE..... Till now i still could now accept that im am out of IBM.....Speaking the truth... i cried the whole 5 min in the room.... The face of my section head looks as he has put down a dream of an Info Com student... For the next 2 days... i tried to appeal back my position back to IBM..... But i Fail,,... The only thing i can do is do well in Student Saminar To get an A as elective subject....... I still thinking myself wat i going to lose after this???? Last semester i lose to a beautiful lady which i respect her desicion...becuz of my stupid mistake.... This semester my dream of getting to the top company in the world was shattered.....What the Next semester b?? God Pls help me... i suffer and hit badly.. Give back the feeling i get 2 years ago when u give me a perfect world in secondary sch/....God pls help me.....