This is me

IM PACK and GOING OFFFF

2009-08-28T11:22:00.001+08:00

Im Moving.. Im packing my bag and head to....
http://mydearsummitofmyown.tumblr.com/

nah,nah,nah,nah. hey hey Good bye...

One of the most Sick and endurance week Ever..

2009-07-18T10:48:00.003+08:00

I cant believe im sickk

I cant Believe im Sickk...

well I can blame myself as y i sick.. Cuz im stuffing myself with crap stuff all the TIME>>>>(Espcially the soft drink...I been having free flow of it for the past 2 weeks) and NOT to Excerise At all...(for the past 2 weeks )

Well its started when I juz finish PE( Yea u heard that rite.. RP NOW GOT PE woooo)on monday. Its been a while i work out becos the School suspend all training cuz H1N1 and im jolly well Stuff with fast food and the crap drink i could grab on...

Well My body Under gone a "Shock" a sudden Push of the Body to the limits and beyond..and there where i got myself sick for a good reason...

Well its not a pleasent week...(trust me)... I though it will go away the next day,I push myself more harder on tuesday and it really felt u gonna faint at work.. I was breathingvery hard.. till i start breathing from mouth....

By the time on wed, Im dead man Walking in school.. My brain jus shut down..just Like Zombie.. Eyebag start develope...so i just Pop some pills..and sleep almost the whole day...

I felt a bit better on thurs.. feel a bit fresh..soo.. i try to start my day with PE and 3KM Run.. I tell you its the Longest 3KM ever..man..Im starting to get the momentum at 2km mark....

well.. Its a hell of the week...I happy training will resume next week... =) 6 More Months to china Expedition 2010...

Yea..It really Started

3 Books and DVD will be my company If i GOT LOA

2009-07-08T00:36:00.003+08:00

Well, i Since the Thing of H1N1 and Republic Poly Student starts LOA-ing..and Stuck at home..I Prepare myself not to get Bored if i Sunddenly Got LOA.. This 4 stuff will keep me Company...Great Stuff for aspire mountaineer..=)

lokman

=)

2009-07-06T22:34:00.003+08:00

To F.S
THANK YOU u =)
From Mr SecondApirl..=)

Another Transition...

2009-07-05T08:14:00.005+08:00

Before....

I Did A Lil Modification In My room..

Im jus too bored with the old Concept...

AFTER

Great WeekEnd

2009-07-02T12:56:00.003+08:00

Hey There Guys,,,

Sorry For Not updating.. Been pretty Busy Since a month ago...

Anywea.. June Have left.. July have came... June Is pretty much a stessful month for me.. eventhough i hav my holiday,, stilli need more holiday.. Beside Holiday i did not gone overseas fear of H1N1 have been spread like wild Fire....

Oh well.. I have one of the best weekend i hae been.. and it start on friday nite...

Me, Bad, nisa and Aiz..when to see a Famous PhotoGraphy Gallery..at town..we have alot of fun eating alot, walk alot..

And On Saturday..I woke up early..to Jurong West juz to catch a bus to Gunong Lambak(510M) (Johor) for a PhotoGraphic Expedition..

Its was a hard Day Of trekking.. Atleast it cover the training that i lost..I took Alot of good pics...The rest of the pics is in My FB..

Sunday..

Woke up Pretty early for Republic Run.. And my Team will do it a bit diffrent that day..

Arm with static Rope.. We Tied ourself and and ran 5Km....Something Crazy..But Yea Thats our Forte...=)

Lokman

It Got Me Wonder....

2009-06-12T10:08:00.002+08:00

Wed morning i woke up with a big question in my head. Why Life have to be like this???? Anywea Having End My Tuesday Nite On a Bad Note. It caught me Draggy to work that morning..

While Working, i Had A moody one.. There no 2nd opener.. It jus me and SM..There no one to talk to there no one to joke around like the usual working day.(AND my SM its not a joking type.)

Anywea.. Its a Slow Morning.. Average 10 Customer per Hour.. Having to stand at the bar doing nothing and alot of thinking...

After Work...I was thinking of going training... But.. I felt Tired... Too tired to think.. too tired to move. In short im Physical and emotional depress.. So i SMS Haz that im not coming..
When Home and have a good nap..

I woke up an hour later beacuse my room is too hot..So I cant get back to sleep.. So i decided to grab my packs and do stair at my blk.. Just to manage to finish..10 set 11 kg.. cuz i have no mood..to climb anymore..

Gosh..I think i having a pretty bad day after all...

A Day As "The Transporter"

2009-06-09T19:20:00.002+08:00

So Guys.. See Any resemble between this

AND THIS????

GO FIGURE!!!!

Anywea.. I have a great day yesterday..

I became the "The TRANSPORTER" for the day.... wanna know what my vehicle????

This is My RIDE.....

ACTUALLY.. This Is My Real Ride...
Anywea.. I help my uncle to move some( like alot) of Stuff for his work....

Spending the Whole Day Roaming across Singapore

After I picked up ALL the stuff...

we Went to Ponggol Marina..Its a really Nice View Overthere...After Unloading SOme Stuff..Had Lunch at one of the Yatch...

Anywea.. Another Day Spend Well on the School Holiday...

"Difficulties are just things to overcome after all" By MY man Shackleton (Step aku kenal die aje..Die dah mampos Pon..) =)

2009-05-28T13:29:00.002+08:00

Well.. It seem The week are getting slower by the weeks,..
But Im just excited when the day come sunday.. It the day i set freedom for holiday...

well As Shackleton said..in his expedition"Difficulties are just things to overcome after all"

Anywea.. DId not go to school today.. Well i too tired to think...Beside i have nt collect my dancing pants so i collected today..AND today is the full dressed Rehersal.. so it gonna be a longgggg Day for the next 3 days...

Yesterday i Donate blood for the 2nd time.. and The last time was.. wat.. 4years ago....Sometime it felt good to give parts of myself to the people in needs..

well i need to go back for my naps..

Lokman

Only God Know How HeadBanging... feeling im facing Right now....

2009-05-23T21:18:00.003+08:00

Sometime i wonder alot..of how the hell i got into RP.. Sometime i wonder how i got myself into..

Im getting Nervous with Chemistry UT,,,and How on Earth im going to do a chemistry Test when i duno know nuts at it...( for god sake im a Normal Tech student and i did nt took chemistry for my N level) I NEED A TUITION TEACHER..ANY TAKER???

Oh well.. next week would be...

2 UTs...
Return Of my DSLR
Return My library thigs,,
Full dress Rehersal
THE PERFORMANCE DAY (fri &Sat)
The week i set free from dancing and return to climbing world( Gosh how i miss climbing)

Anywea.. Next week is a last week for the TERM then is TERM HOLIDAY....and i have camp on the first week and.. Still thinking what gonna do on the 2nd...

hmmmm... Anywea.. feeling just wanna pull the trigger for the pistol pointing my head.. cuz it really hurts and tired me alot...so... "Firerer , Canadian bull, Own time Own Target Carry On"

Haiz.. I just need someone talk to....

signing off...

Bursting out my blood pressure

2009-05-09T22:09:00.003+08:00

I don noe ..what im thinking rite now.. I even drive into the wrong exit juz now while driving.. I don what happen to me today. ALOT OF THINKING GOING on HERE AND THERE...
MY HEAD IS GOING TO BRUST<<<<<<<<<<<

Yea, Busy Week Busy Week...

Training Non-stop...
School Look like prison and woodlands checkpoint
Performance is like in 3 weeks time..
Nxt month Expedition trip is mayb on hold cuz of H1N1...All School Overseas Trip are cancel...
and I still culculating my budget to go Kinabalu next month.. It seem all getting expensive.. ...haiz...
FYP...Still waiting for component to ship in
err relationship??? Err as usual Don ask...

I miss working..sadly i cant work that much this months.. as i have finish this performace thingy...

Well there pretty much alot to finish this few months..but i confident things will finish without i knowing it... =) STAY POSITIVE LOKMAN....

Monday ROPE TRAINING PEOPLE>>>>>=)

Something i made some stupid dicision...

2009-05-02T23:12:00.002+08:00

I have a pretty bad day today..Have to woke up in the morning and have to go for this stupid NAPFA test in Khatib camp..
woke up with a pretty bad migrain.. have no idea where it come from..
Fail my Napfa..well i got bronze but..who care i FAIL THE NAPFA TEST
and THE MIGRAIN IS KILLING ME THE WHOLE DAY...

Gosh..how i wish there someone to talk to.. its driving me nuts...

Lokman

The tempreture remind me if something.......

2009-04-30T14:31:00.002+08:00

FIRST Its Rain in the morning
THEN got drench on the way to school..
AND for God knows Y the Air con IS ON FULL Blast.. and remind me of a tempreture on this picture above...
Hmmm...
Just its juz a cold day to celebrate the last day of sch...

Lokman

Gosh i cant belive its only the 2nd week,,,

2009-04-29T22:40:00.002+08:00

Its only Wednesday..and i having a hard time coufy thru the sch new system... Seriously...
I cant concerntate that much cuz y??? I did not eat during break..cuz y? The break is only 45 min instead of 1 hour.. thats not all.. THE CAFE is Jam Pack Every single time i enter..
FOR GOD SAKE>. I NEED FOR FOR MY BRAIN TO THINK...

Anywea let look on the bright side....

I really like MY SPORT Module..
I did save alot of money this week
I send my scholarship Forms
Rope Training has started..
and i Improving on....__________

Anwea.. like i said Rope Training has started last Monday.. and.. I like going to ALC..tower.. it seem like a playground for me..1st lesson is Abseilng..with belay....It is one of the important component for the group because one day,, we gonna do Rescue while Abseil.. so..i have to abseil well...anywea..having full of F.U.N....

well ...hmmm i think get myself to bed..cuz i having a a hard day today...

PS: NAPFA prelim is this SATURDAY

PPS: PPP encore 2morro....

HappY 9th Years Guys...

2009-04-26T09:45:00.003+08:00

Gosh.. I cant Belive That 9 years Has past.. And we are still bonded the same as 9 years Ago..
9Years Is alot to go thru..9years has been a Memorable one, 9 years is one of the rare one so far..

Still remember 9 years ago..when we in Shorts Sch Pants and knee Level Skirts...
Having Fun, Endless Jokes, and Multiple Arguments just to make things better...

Stil Remember the time..9 years ago.. Setting up a new Unit...Donning Our No3/4/1...PushUp In the Hot burning Parade Square...Dying to Finish ur 100 Push ups in the Rain.. eventhough Its Cat 1...

Stil Remember The time during that 9 years,, We Showing off our brand New Pink I/C.. and Argueing y Urs I/C have 2 face pic..while Mine have only one....

Stil Remember the time during hat 9 Years,... We have to Split and to go our own ave..but at the end of the day we ended..up at the Table Infront of our Sch to Tell endless Jokes...

Stil Remember The time during that 9 years, We showing off Bike/Driving License ...and the SP,WR,Picanto and Carnival

Still remember The time during that 9 years.. we Never fail To meet on Every Hari Raye.. even though how busy we are.. eventhough where ever we are..Batam, Nepal, Woodlands or KL...

Still Remember The time during that 9 years.. 9 become 11, 11Become 15, 15 become 9 again....always talking abt 18 of us. will meet again in 10 years later or .. maybe 30 of us in 20 years later...But we are always 9 of Us...

And always Hoping Another 9 more years of us...Insyallah...

HAPPY 9th Aniversary Guys....

"We Live For this Shits.." Ah tong.....

2009-04-04T17:28:00.003+08:00

" With Endurance, We Conquer" ALPS TEAM....

Confession of Aftermath after Salsa Class....

2009-04-01T10:14:00.003+08:00

MAN ,MAN ,MAN... Shit Man Freaking Bearing the pain on my Back and Knee...Feel like shit man,..Juz because by the name of Salsa... lol

My backpain feel like you juz come back from 10 rounds of SOC...And the Knee Feel like u just Come Down from Kerinchi... with 20kg Packs.. Aghrrhhh....

Anywea, My Motto is Similar like ALPS motto, "By Endurance we Conquer ..." Ahooo...or should i say.."Ponnn Bolehhh"

so have to endure till 15 may.. Haiz...

Anywea..jus gt myself dancing shoes or should i say"loan it" as i don need it after 15may.. I think...

AND Sports Climb Level 1 iS today.. AND IM WORKING AND HAVE TO MISSED IT... SOO Angry ABt That...

Thats All.. wed morning man.. Juz kill me to boredom...

PS: I'm Just wondering what something Big 2morro..that i always forget...hmmmm

signing off..

MOUNT KERINCHI Expedition, The mountain with its own Attitude..PART 2...

2009-03-12T20:30:00.004+08:00

Ok Guys... U really Waant to Know what happen?????....

0715, 3500metre, With all the Rain and the Dust stomp... My Heart feel enlighten when i turn around and see this.. The "first Light" of the day... Like i always say.. When u are above the cloud is a diffrent story all together.......No matter wat.. i have to keep waking cuz its not the peak yet...

0730,3700metre above sea level, YEA thats me.. Filming the moment, Actually its quite hard doing filming with the dust and the rain and the cold..and my hand is numb btw..still remember wat jeremy said" Photographer/videographer have the worst job during expedition".. Well i quite agree with him...

0800hrs,3800metre above SeaLevel, AT LAST WE REACH THE SUMMIT(of course this is not the summit photo) Stay there for 15 mins and then start to go down.. cuz.. its gonna start raining again...

1100hrs,3000metre above sea level..I reach Base Camp..Have To assit Female climber as she suffer bruise knee cuz she fell during climbing down.. SO she on observation by me and Ben...Reaching the campsite seeing the chasing packing is 1or 2 hours behind us.. .. so i double check with the 2 AMS climbing weather they doing well.. Observe Female climber..who have knee injuring...after that take my breakfast...

1130hrs,3500metre, Receive Radio Call, " Ex.leader to BCManager, Abort Base Camp in 2 Hours time, Chasing will be arrive in 15 mins..roger roger" Relieve when hearing that we will go down to BASE by tonite..cuz the condition in base camp is hars for us...

1330hrs,3500metre... Abort Base Camp.. start to climbing down to base....

1600hrs,2000metre,... Heavy DownPour...and we Are 3 hours away to base...

1900hrs, 1400metre...AT LAST... We reach base... just before sundown....do some Condition reporting...I did not relise i suffer from Hypo...

2000hrs, Clean up, rest, Dinner..Good nite Sleep...

DAY4...

0930...4thday is a R&R day which shopping and sight seeing

See How we Cramp into this one small bus..

and this is the 2 guides that ancompany us the whole mountain trip....

And they are one of the best Guides i have seen...

1st Stop.. we visits the DODOL makingand have a chance to took pics with the local kids...

Then we visits the HOT SPRING which WE REALY REALLY NEED after the climb....

Presenting.. the Official Drink of Mount Kerinchi Expedition....TEA SOSOR

Then we head back and start to pack as we leaving at 930pm to the airport....

Before we leave for the Airport, A very last Photo with the locals.. They are very nice people....

AND THERE WE GO AGAIN>. 8 hours OF NUMB BUTT MOUNT AKINA TYPE OF JOURNEY....

DAY 5....

Pictures say a thousands words... Its Home sweet Home...

Actually not quite.. have to send one climber to CGH for routine check up on her knee..its a Sch SOP thigy.Anywea she is welll Then ITS HOME SWEET Home...

Signing off...

Mount Kerinchi Expedition...The Mountain That its Own Attittude....

2009-03-06T08:00:00.026+08:00

Hey There Guys... I know.. U all waiting for this Post.. And i am jam pack with Stuffs.. Especially the Post expedition Prep... There Alot of things to be done...

Anywea.. here We go....

DAY1.....
0400, I woke up in the morning finding out the the day is here.. Im Flying off today..My Bag are packs, Passport are ready and ready to go...

0430, Grab my bags, Grab the Car keys, Grab Abg Haz at woodlands MRT, Zoom to Singapore Changi Airport....

0500,

Its still Early.. Freaking Early... Met the Guys at Changi Airport Terminal 2 Starbucks... Had Breakfast there... Had my last HazelNut latte, My last Mac Breakfast...

0530: Find out That we are not Flying Alone.... Bump into Team S-L China, and some Team S-L Vietnam flying off also the same time with us... Its Seem the Starbucks is Occupied With Team Republic all over the place...
0645, Bags Up, Load Up wait for Shuttle Bus to Budget terminal....0700, BudgetTerminal, Weight My Bag.. Still Feeling uneasy when my bag is half empty and its 9KG... It seem that i forgot something....Wait for the whole team to arrive, Pack Repack, Passport Check,

0800, Expedition Leader,Faci Arrive....gosh.. His Bag is like one Body Bag...

0810, Pre-Flight Briefing, Final Weight, Flag Handover ceremony(so Called)

0830, Check in.....Bag after Bag after Bag....

0845, Team Photo Taking.....

0850, Checking in, Hafiz Got Stuck at Immigration Clearance cuz his thumbprint did not telly..Hang out at transit Area...before Boarding....

0855,
0900(IndonTime),

Touch Down At MinahKabau International...Filling up some stupid clearance form...it took us 1/2 hour to clear the immgrations....

0930, FINALLY out of the Airport...Waiting for our Laison Officer, While Waiting saw this Guy holding one sign... " Pak Davib, Singapore" then i Took A 2nd Glance..Like.. WAT???? PAK DAVIB... hahahha.. Was Giggle...Abg David was like "Shake head.." Maybe is their way spelling his name in that way...

1000, Board into our 2 Van.. and get ready with our 8 hour, Butt Numb, Mount Akina type of road Ride....

1200, Lunch at 1100m above sea level,

1300, 4 More Hour of Ride... Sigh....

1730, AT LAST..WE REACH....

1930, DInner Time...

2100hrs, Final prep, Good nite Sleeep...

DAY2...0700hrs....

Wake up on the wonderful view by my bed window..

a CLEAR VIEW OF THE MOUNTAIN...

0800...BreakFast TIME>>>>>>
0900...All Packs Up... And Ready to Go....Another Team Photo with mountain background.

0930... Lets HIT THE MOUNTAIN..Start @ 1700metre above sea level....
1100..., 2100metre above sea level... First break stop....
1130, The mountain starting to be harsh on us...

1300, Lunch Time at 3000 metre...

1400hrs, 3100metre, Weather starts not to be not on our side.. Its start to get cold.. 20 mins later.. Rain starts Pouring in..for the next 2 hours..

1900, 3000metre above sea level. Arrive at Base camp.. its 10 degree, 5 climber have AMS..Dinner,change and sleep for next morning summit climb...

DAY3, 0200hrs,3000metre above sea level, waking up seeing something unusual...Dust Rain..BLACK DUST RAIN...Everywhere...Im getting worried..Its 7 degree on my themometre..and this is no child play...

0300hrs, Starts Summit climb, 19 out of 21 climbers is on for the summit push.. 2 still on AMS..and also as Base camp manager...

0400, 3200metre above sea level, Dust rain getting worst, breathing getting hard.. eyes getting irritating, and it up hill up all the way up..and its a tunnel terrain where i cant believe my eyes..
0430, 3200above sea level, Sign of Relieve.. I think..Out of Jungle Terrain.. BUT Dust Storm getting worst...3 mens starting to get AMS..including me...the next 600 metre will be all rocky terrain...i heard a series of thunder on the other side of the mountain.. IM STARTING TO GET REALLY REALLY WORRIED

0600,3500 above seas level... things are getting worst... RAIN SET IN WITH THE DUST STORM.....

to be continue.......

MOUNT KERINCHI Expedition, The mountain with its own Attitude..

2009-02-22T17:04:00.003+08:00

" WE Train, We came, We saw, We Conquers,We Survive, We Summited"

Check This Space out...The mountain with its own Attitude....

IM GOOD to GO..(Even though with a Sprint Ankle)...

2009-02-16T09:47:00.006+08:00

Hey We Go.. The Picture Say it all. Im ready for the Highest Mountain In Indonesia...Months of training will test our limits there...

Packs all packs..Passport All ready, MP3 Fully Loaded.Camera Fully Empty..

As You Know My Valentine Day Its not so smooth sailing and way sailing...I Became an Uncle AGAIN...Meet Mohamad Faqrul Syakirin...just 2 days Old..

And I sprint My Ankle on the wee Morning of Valentine Day...But still I STILL going for the expedtion no matter Wat...

Here We go guys..will be off tonite torning at the airport.. flight will be 2morro at 0900..Budget Terminal.. Hope will c u all.. MISS U ALL...

Signing off...

How worst it can be..And happen on Valentine Day..

2009-02-14T12:50:00.002+08:00

Hey There Guys..

Im preety Much Pissed, Worried,and endurin pain right now...How worst it can be on Velentine day when u wake up 2day seeing ur leg is swollen and sprint ankle..and it 3 DAYS TO EX-DAY...

Gosh.. Things getting better everyday.

Btw.. Just Receive a call.. Im a Uncle.. 2nd time.. My sis just delivered a baby boy at 1145am this Morning...

Things are getting better every minutes..

PS: Can Someone bring a a porriage??

Just Remember the Code....

2009-02-08T19:38:00.000+08:00

"17/2,TR224,0900,CABT"

YYYYY NOWWWWWW???!!!%^*()&%#%&(

2009-02-05T17:10:00.002+08:00

Have you wonder....Its 1 more week to Expedition week.. and Thing does not goes well in your body.. My 4 months knee Injury and my 2 years Back Injury came out so sudden this morning bacak 2 back....

Was Doing my 10km track early this morning ard 8am.. Met Haz at "King of the Hill". The Distance between my House to King of the hill was quite a distance..So i decided to Go for a run on a long route to there..With my 5 kg Packs..

After Finish with my 10 KM. I head back to the sports hall as i need to shower there. There a big hill behind the sports hall where i usually did my climb practice..

I was shock hearing the poping sound out from my Knee..and its moving and painful.. But i have to endure it...

THATS THE KNEE PART...

NOW THE BACK PART...

AFter Showering .. I went to this class...(Which i would not reveal here) and i had fun doing the stuff..UNTIL the part i have to carry someone above my waist level..MY face expression Chg instantly where.. u cant shout..and all u can do..is Smile and Endure the pain.. (Double ouch). yea anywea..I need to treat it before i go to Indon...

Oh ya.. Got My flight timing..Its in 17/2, my flight at 0900hrs, Budget Terminal.

Another thing i wonder throughout the day..

I keep wondering y.. Everytime I came out from the Arrival Hall of the Airport. I sees Things that i really want to experience... Seeing my teammate.. Hugging..someone they Love after missing them for a period of time.. and there is me standing there, picking up my bags..and wait for the taxi to arrive....There one thing i learn..."Y is God Damn Hard to fall in love This Days"
How do u feel when u dancing to a person who you fail on propose with..Go Figure...

Signing off.....

Im in Haywire Condition...

2009-01-29T10:45:00.002+08:00

Its 3 weeks to Expedition Day and im here.. sneezing ard the house wasting Tissue paper all around the House. Haiz.. Im sick again.. Y i am prone to sickness this days..Whats bloody wrong with me??? I train extra hard, I eat double time, I work double shift and Meeting back to back.. How im gonna survive at 3000 metre above sea level...in this condition..?? huh huh huh??

My body and mind is totally haywire this week.. Alot of Massive damage being done.. and im here trying to do damage control.. Im just scared.. that due to this damage being done... I will not manage to reach my 5 th Mountain summit..Cuz i am totally mentally not prepared yet.. haiz...
AND MY KNEE IS KILLING ME>.......

Anywea..In all the down i had This past few week.. This guy who wrote this blog really need a serious break man...

Yesterday My ALPS Team Having CNY Celebration cum, Out of the class lesson on mountaineering, at My Boss Place ABG David.. Thanks to Vel.. For the Best Nasi Berani.. I hav 2 big serving juz because i cant cut a big portion of chicken... Anywea after we eat we have some discussion and watch expedition video...and lesson of how to survive in harsh condition.. I also shared to the team on my expedition experience on 3000metre..which i was Confirm had an Minor AMS but still survuve.. Ang david Invite one of his friend.. Mr Ed, The Guy Who survive K2 DIaster.. Which is no playing matter...That guy escape death...that day..which is a big wow..

Anywea.. i had fun yesterday with the laughter and joke.. Its the only thing i need to keep me going.. Anywea.. I still Going forward.. cant wait for the 17th.. and its a GOGOGO..

Signing off...

OHH...TEAM ITE SENYAP2 Dah Naik 6000metre seh...

2009-01-25T07:39:00.002+08:00

I was Reading the monthly ITE CE Newsletter..(Hey.. I still Miss my old school k) while i was Flipping... Something caught My eyes. TEAM ITE SCALES NEW HEIGHT...as i was reading along... I was Like.. WAT??? THEY REACH 6000 metre already.. and guess who is the Expedition Advisor???? Its Mr Darrel...The Same Advisor for my Kinabalu Ex...Anywea... As a Alumni for this programme.. I really Proud of them.....

Signing off....

"What Other Crazy thing do beside Climbling 4000m Above Sea Level u have done???"

2009-01-24T18:42:00.004+08:00

Yesterday was the most Fark TUp day and final week i have been..So Fark up till i Ran Up SRJ with record time eventhough i having fever/flu....(Carzy things no1.), Atleast It help me recover my flu...=)

Anywea.. Y Fark Tup week..was..Yesterday i told my bestie this...

Me: Bro, Today i did the Most Crazy Things ever man...

Bestie: Dude, What other crazy things u have done? Beside Climbing 4000metre above sea level with one layer of jacket???? -.-

Me: Today i Propose to a girl in class in the most UnRomantic Manner...and she have not give me the answer yet.. GOD KNOW WAITING IS MAKING ME CRAZY NOW....(Crazy things No2)

Bestie: THATS ALL???? That not crazy.. Oh i though u did Bungy Jumping today...

Me: -.-..Dude Not Helping me.....

Anywea.. one phrase...Waiting make me crazy...(Crazy no 3)
And Dear..I really need ur answer....

2nd Things that made me Fark Tup is My Plane Tix to Indonesia, Bounce Back.. for the 2nd TIME!!!!! This time because of my Expire date.. Shit AND Now i have made new passport....

3rd Things that made me FARK TUP... Is the YOG Europe trip.. IM STILL SEE MARCH/April date is still Blurry..Im scared we did not get enough money.... haiz..

Still Holiday in.. but im not.. there is alot of things to settle..

Signing Off

Tribute To the one of the Best Service Learning Team Ever.. TEAM ATJEH ITE 2006

2009-01-14T20:50:00.005+08:00

TRIBUTE TO TEAM ITE ATJEH 2006

How I wish I could sail around the world....

2009-01-11T23:27:00.003+08:00

Hey There Mates..

How u doing??? Well School reopen.. its been a rough Wave...Its Only Monday..I been receive series of "tsunami"Bad news throughout the day...

Anywea.. this week its a crazy one of course..Maybe its school reopen..and My engine need more time to warm up..

Anywea... Its nearly midnight.. and i simply cant sleep.. maybe i just too full to sleep..Cuz i juz came back from supper with my family...

I got alot of things 2morro...Kerinchi Ex. Briefing, MCG Handover, YOG preparation...agrhh and its only Monday...

Starting 2morro i have to train double hard..Double Reps, and double Kilometre..to prepare me For Kerinchi..3800m...short of 1km till i hit my limits..but its ok..i will hit the nepal one in Aug..

Anywea.. Dad Think im crazy that im going nepal.. ok..They juz worried thats all...i think they still wondering how did i got hook to this crazy hobby of mine..

Anywea.. I not at my own state of mind this week.. I do too much worrying this week.. Worry abt this worry about that..Worry abt every thing.Juz to make people happy...

How i wish i could drop everything..and go sailing on the big Yatch.....This afternoon i watch the Volvo Ocean Race,.. and How i wish i could be their team mates..Sail Across the globe..with no worry but enjoy the sun and the sea..Maybe that will be my next crazy Hobby after hitting the mountain..hmmmm...

Ok its time for me to hit the bed.. Hope 2morro will be a better week...

Signing off

Overloaded...

2009-01-02T21:35:00.002+08:00

" Im working too much.. Too much till i did nt relise that i torture myself.. I don't how, I don't Why..It just happen.." Lokman

Im sick for the whole week.. But still im going to school...even though its a Holiday.. I don mind at all.. i have responbility to fulfil....

Just How I wish..I could have someone to talk to.. thats all...

Current status..: Reading a Book call: Shackleton's Way.. Leadership Lesson..

Signing off

The sick Christmas Eve....

2008-12-24T12:20:00.007+08:00

Hey there Guys.. How r uuuuuuuu???? ITS CHRISTMAS EVE...... AND I HERE Ah choo-ing all morning... Yea.. Its a Wet One this morning...

Anywea.. As promise frm last post....

Last week I organise a BBQ party for my family...It been a long time that we have a BBQ so we decide to have one.... Anywea... its does not stop there... After the BBQ.. we went for a late nite moovie...We watch The Day the Earth Stood Still ( CRAP STORY).... AND WE DID not relise that we reach home at 5am in the morning.. still... My uncle is supportive enough to cover up. ( Thanks Uncles for the for the Movie Treats...Thanks Cuzzie for the fun day...

Last Thurs to Saturday...

I went for ALPS Team..Land/Sea Simulation Epedition ...I had alot of fun.. Like I said to My Team" After 5 Expeditions, 4 Mountains summits..TODAY I PROUDLY CAN SAY... I BREAK MY VIRGIN THROUGH UBIN"... Hahaha....and also i learn alot of things in leading expeditions team...Thanks Guys.. U all rock my holiday...

On saturday... I met my bestie...after i got back from my expeditions...We have a Picnic cum suprise Birthday for ezriq By the expressway.....It felt good to end my day with the besties.. Thanks guys..

Anywea.. met up with ALPS Team again to return the equipments...went for Lunch.. Bump into Our boss... Abg David... Told Us the latest News...We Gonna go another Expeditions...This time.. is Indonesia...Where????

Introducing....Moun Kerinci...(3800Metres above Sea Level) Type: Volcano...(Tag Name: Highers Mountain/ Volcanoes in Indonesia...)

Supposely when i reach the top i will see this.. Which Is Freaky Cool Or wat...

So will be in feb 2009.. ( trust me Time fly very fast....)

So.. Let me list...what i have done....

Mount Ledang(ophir) ( Highest mountain on Johor/malaka)(2 times)
Mount Kinabalu (Higher Mountain In Malaysia)(Not sure if higher in SEA)
Mount Tahan( Malaysia toughest Mountain)(spread over 100km of track)

Gonna be doing....

Mount Kerinchi( Indon Highest mountain)
Merak peak(Nepal)

Yup.. I think will have more....i think...

I am a moutain Freak yes i am.....

Signing off....

BirthDay ShoutOut.....

2008-12-21T07:07:00.002+08:00

Hey There Guys...Juz wanna say some Birthday shoutOut...

HappY Birthday.,.. to My Best Buddy... Ezriq...Happy 20th Years Old/...

Happy BirthDay to My Argue Partner...SITI NURHikmAh....Happy 20th Birthday Girl...

Check out for My Family , My Ubin sea/Land Simulation Expeditions...and the Birthdays Party Entry....

Signing off...

Sometime I myself being busy.....

2008-12-02T22:51:00.002+08:00

Today, I finish early for my PCB work so i decided to plan out my trip plan for this year and next year. Anywea.. i replied an email regarding a Backpacking trip to Europe..that ornganise by Team singapore...Well.. its EUROPE>....one of the places that im dying to go... So Plan out the whole thing and finished it..It look nice..all fell to places.. But.. my feeling still not right although.,things fell to places.. Ubin trip next 2 weeks, Kinabalu trip in Late Feb, Europe trip(If i got selected) in March/April..Nepal Trip Late Aug( Bulan Puase Babe)...

I looke over to a girl who sit 45 degree North West Of me..and keep me wondering for a long time..

I know her since i step into this class 2 months ago.. we got along well.. till the 1/4 of the class though that we a couple...which we are not.. and how they suspect?? well..me and her always quarell anything under the sun...

Ok Back to the calender.. i was asking myself.. Am I Happy on what i have now.?... ya true flying ard the world is fun...but Sometime keep myself busy is not the best solution..to tackle..my 4 year old relationship problem.. cuz im scared to get back into it again.. Prove??? See.. end of every semester ..I bound to recover form either a short term relationship or rejection...

But i know one day i have to overcome it...

Anywea.. this semester gonna end soon.. and I really want to overcome this Fobia of mine.. and i hope.. she the one gonna be breaking of that Fobia of mine......

Fate pls Help me....

Signing off....

Juz another sunday of walking in the park.. @ 80metre above sea level

2008-11-30T21:32:00.010+08:00

Hey there Peeps...
Well Its another sunday...Juz past juz like that... and 2morro is school again.. another week.. Hope its a easy one.. Anywea.. Today.. I was bored
Freaky bored.. So i decided to geng up some peeps.. to go 80 metre above sea level with me.. Yea.. I went to mount faber( Should i count this as my 5th mountain?? Cuz its a Mount...) and Henderson Wave,,, like @ last man.. Have been waiting to go there but beause of my hectic secdule..I cant go anywhere.. anywea..

Anywea.. I REALLY MUZ START MY MORNING WITH A COFFEE... if not.. Im a zombie by lunch time...

So Met with.. Mr H, Mr S, Mr F and Miss A... (Try guess the back)..at HarbourFront MRT...
Anywea.. Mr S consider this as a Recce Trip...I think for Silat Camp...As for me.. considered this as a Recce trip also..For ALPS.. hehehe...So ALPS.. Stand by ya...

Clearly shown the map.. we gonna be by passing 3 parks..almost 10km..( i think)

Nice view Of TB from Mount Faber

Information Signs...

View Toward Sentosa..

Next .. Henderson Wave,,, One Word... : Beautiful.. ..

Radio Tower that Become some Squary Christmas Tree

Like I said.. Almost 80 Metre above sea level

The Wave Itself..

One thing about this Park that i love.,.. A place to Trainin, A Place for peace and also a place for dating...hahaha... Lucky for those who live there...

ok Im done.. 2morro School....

And yes Nisa,,, we will have breakfast 2morro...

Signing off...

Juz Dropping By....

2008-11-25T15:22:00.002+08:00

Hey there Guys...

Here i am at PCB Class having a pain ass Faci...I jus waiting for 6p...While waiting for that.. i though of having to blog something..

Its Only Tues.. and I felt very tired today... I think its expected..because i have a hectic weekend(Cuzzie wedding)and nt have enough rest. Anywea. the wedding is wonderful met some fimilar faces.

Athough im not working today.. I having photo shoot at Fort canning tonight.. It gonna be a long day for me.. and even not half way though.. Haiz..

Anywea.. I'm quite in a mood today.. I went to break free for a while at CWP.. beside i have to buy the wire for my Lappy Adapter(Again)... anywea..My life have been glooming and black.. and white.. Im juz waiting here for someone to colour my life... Im still waiting

Some though.. have to Let Loose...

Signing Off...

Mummy is not please that i make her proud...

2008-11-20T23:02:00.009+08:00

Yesterday I Show My Mom This pic....

Me: Mom this is the mountain that i gonna climb nxt aug....
MOM: Ok dear as long i don see u in Ice Cube form when u got back. its ok for me..
ME: -.-//
Anywea..Some Random Pics and Video in my HP..

"Who leave in a pineapple under the sea...AMOY SHORT PANTS"

PhotoBlog of malay well known Photograher..( His Pic Damn Nice i tell u)

Atiqq patrick......

Climbing Training Day....Today 14 kg.. 88Storey..

Grocery Shopping with Nephew

The Day I bring Her to the Zoo....

White Christmas Tree at TRCC Cafe.....They even have the Hat....

RANDOM Video...

Signing off.....

Another Lesson Learnt....

2008-11-19T09:07:00.003+08:00

Hey there Guys... Been Busy week i suppose... Training..SChool..2 jobs..Post Expedition stuff..Its Crazy.....

Anywea..Yea.. i have a 2nd job..since like..a year ago.. i think.. Do u know that im a wedding photograher?? Huh huh huh???Its a freelance thingy... Yea yea...its just that did tell people that i am one.. because y..I'm so hate wedding...ok not that much but still.. wedding is a big stuff to handle.. Im now handling a new project.. A mobile photograhy...thigy.

Anywea, Its wed..and i only 6 hours of sleep. cuz i had work yesterday night..anywea..im resting till 4 before i hit the for work later..

Anywea.. been busy..with Post Expedition.. Having a mass presentation 2morro. Had a team presentation last week.. Pre Expedition training... had to level up..had a funny moment last mon...After school.. i am hungy cuz i did nt eat the whole day.. and i don care i going training after that.. I ate Mee goreng and rush to mountaineer training...First i though it will be a 5 km and Gym training..after i chg to my PT kit..My training IC annouce...

Trg I/C: Ok guys.. R u Ready??

Us: Huh? huh? huh

Trg I/C: we going for 10-15km run....

Me:!##$%%#@%^&* WTH???

Abg Haz: Eh man u juz ate mee goreng rite..

Me: Ya.. Shit man.. Confirm today run i suffer man..

So we went for the run.. Yea man.. i suffer the first 5km..I can feel the mee goreng dancing ard my tummy..Then the next 5 -7km.. My tummy start to back to normal..

After the run..

Abg Haz: EH Man..Did not feel pain anymore ah??

Me: No lah/.. I think the mee goreng Dissolve because it move ard too much..

Abg Haz..:Huh?? Lol/...

So i learn my lesson.. not to eat heavy b4 training... haha...

I had a conversation with my sec friend the oher day...

Buddy: Eh man.. U go up and down mountain u actualy look for wat ah??

me: Ohh.. I actually Look For Putri Gunung Ledang...

Buddy: Wat?? SHe like Dead Ages Ago...

Me: Oh.. Is it..? Thats y i did not find her after 4 mountain i climb..

Buddy: So r u gonna stop climbing after knowing the putri is dead?

Me: No...

Buddy: huh? y?

Me: Cuz im still looking for the right Putri that im looking for..

Buddy: I seh man..!@#$&*((^%$

Anywea.. i think my fren is pity on me..Keep recommend me with their cousin, Niece.or somewhere related.... Even my God GrandMom also said..Go Get a Gf lah... Go climb Climb for wat.. make ur leg pain only... hahaha...

I see first ah guys..Mayb considered.. mayb not.. k..Im still looking

TO MY GOD GRANDMOM...: CLIMBING IS GOOD NENEK...=)

Signing off..

If u a Adventure Junkie..Pls Join...Pls Support me and My Team...

2008-11-16T22:32:00.005+08:00

PLS SUPPORT TEAM REPUBLIC ALPS TEAM....

Re-Live The memories....

2008-11-09T09:33:00.003+08:00

Yea man Its A week After My Tahan Expedition.......

And This week is a briefing for The next Expedition... and we wil be Going...Mt Kinabalu..(Again for me)..But its gonna Be another Route..(will be 1st for me) so it will be Feb 09...

So i do abit of research..of the other route. And.. I bump into this....

http://www.ite.edu.sg/about_ite/intune/2006_3/conquering_mt-kinabalu.htm

I Do not know that expedition is all over the Net...till now...

Anywea.,. Great Memories...Guess wat i Relocate the Video that i made for the Expedition...

Anywea.. Im just Re-Live the Moments....

Lokman
Signing off...

Mount Tahan Expedition 2008..The One Mountain that u cant mess with cuz it will mess with u....

2008-11-05T15:01:00.036+08:00

My tahan Is Is a big Blast.. I really enjoy it..With the great company and great joke.. Sometime Climbing mountain is a bliss with the right people...

On Day 0..On saturday night..me abg Haz,Atiqq and hafiz..oh.. Ben Gi.. Planing to meet up early as our train is early nxt morning..ard 530am.. First we hang out @ Vivo City as before meet the rest to proceed to our hostel nearby...

We had Dinner there....

We Meet the rest and proceed to the student hostel nearby.. The Place is Freaking good i tell u.. pool table,PS2,XBOX..u name it they got it...

Actually we planning to sleep early... BUTTTTT.. We ended up stay up and Gitar Hero( which this people craze about) till Early dawn...

And its 430 we headed to KTM Station at tanjong pagar... While waiting, We had our early breakfast.. Our faces was shagg as we did not have enough sleep...

At 530am We board the train to pahang... Its not a short trip i tell u/.... Its a Bored Numb Butt 10 hours in the train... But.. with great company... It will be a short one i think...

We Reach Pahang ard 430 PM.. Butt pain, we headed for late lunch and hit the Campsite..while we having dinner and stuff preparing for the climb the next day...

Here We go the mountain that we waiting for.. Months after months of training.....

its is true there the meaning behind the name give for the mountain.

It really need Endurance, patience and alot of stamina for this mountain.

War With leches

Uncountable Mud pool till knee level

Unstable River crossing

But in the end its all worth while when we reach the summit...

(Posing at Valley Mountain...Macam Pat postcard gitu)

Me and Dearly Sya.. 100 m Near Bukit Botak.. Watching the Sun set

1900hrs... Still going strong up Bukit Botak

Me @ Summit....My 4th Mountain Success..

Those who made it to the top ( Its 12 degree btw..)

Me @ At summit watching Sunrise...Nice...

Muddy Trail...Almost 75% of it ankle level.....

Sun Rise @ Mount Tahan.. With Love..

Me and Dearly Sya...Resting..

War with Leeches... Ben's Bloody Foot...

Last day.. We made it Back At Base Camp.. Waiting for 4x4 to arrive....

Ready to pack and....

Ready to going Home....

Trail Back HOMEE>>>>>

Night Train...

My Cabin...

Sunrise in the train...OTW back to SG

Good Morning to me....

Signing Off....

This one Mountain u cant mess with...

2008-11-01T08:37:00.002+08:00

There Is a Reason of Why the Mountain the name in that way until u step your foot on it....
THIS ONE MOUNTAIN THAT U CANT MESS WITH..Cuz IT REALLY WILL MESS WITH U...

My Mount Tahan Expedition...
WATCH OUT FOR THIS SPACE>>>>

My very Last week of Raye...

2008-10-24T18:41:00.012+08:00

Hey there guys.. Yea.. its gonnabe the 4th week of raye.. Mine died down on the third instead..Anywea... Raye photo is all around my desktop stillhave not classified it in one foldr yet.. Well.. this year raye is alright one for me.. Nothing special about this year.. Anwea..let me recap.. The 2nd week... haha went raye again with the ellite battlion... Cann see the diffrent from Dna hair.. a week ago and the week after.. haha.. Sori Dan.. Anywea..Juz ti finish up the houses that we missed the week before.. Including Cikgu house and additional to Tasha house although it 11pm already.. She cook a stom at her house. Thanks Tasha...

The next day.. its another outing.. this time with the Selatra people..And yea,.. I drove a Pick up truck that day.. And i can tell u its a nightmare.. Gear 1 is gone case, Speedometre is spoil..and i do not know how fast that i go... anywea,, there a good thing that we rent out a truck.. 14 people went out for this outing.. Luckily the weather is on ur side..Its shine but with a bit of drizzle at first.. Anywea.. its fun overall.. Sorry to the peeps out there who at the back.. cuz this is the 2nd time a i drove a tuck a a first time drove a run down one... Sorry to the girls sitting with me at the driver deck.. They qoute to me that they have a roller coaster ride.. haha.. true enough. Anywea.. I just relise something when i got back and park the truck... I relise that all this while that i drove with a expire road tax..I began to panic when i got home..So i check..and the tax is paid.. is just that the disk have not change.....in my mind that time is just to return the truck as ASAP.

The week after that.. i having outing with the PK geng and the MCG Comm...this time.. Its pure public transport man...Beside This is my very last week before i set to pahang on sun...In the end i have to bring zakia out at night..since im have to send the girls home..but its alright for me...Fitria.. i noe u reading this.. I still waiting for this picture u noee.....

Anywea.. Im going to pahang on sun morning... and the bags are packs.. and there some few minor adjustment here and there..but overall.. im ready to set off my 4th mountain expeditions..

Will be laving on this sun at 535am at tanjong pagar train station.. ( I mean the KTM one not MRT one ah..)

Anywea.. I wanna to shout out Happy birthday to my MOM...HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOM>..

AND this sun someone turn 20....HAPPY BIRTHDAY AMALINA SUPARDi

Signing off...

What a Adventure months sia... BTW SALAM AIDILFITRI

2008-10-08T08:02:00.014+08:00

Hey there.. guys..sorry for not updating lately... been handling alot of stuff. espcially to the 1st expedition later this month...

Yea as the title said Adventure month...its been fun..doing stuff..

1stly...
1st SINGAPORE GP..MARINA BAY NIGHT RACE...

Haiz... Wat a disspointing night for my supportting team...FERRARI..It like they playing in playground or what...AND..the refuel mishap at the pit stop....

I was freaking MAD LAH.. He have a good Pole Position and this Happen..Like WTF...

AND where he want to bring that freaking fuel tube to????..What he Expected a Shell Truck entering the track to refuel for him while he on the race??

He think wat air to air refuel ah ah ah???or Should i say Track to track refuel...???

Haiz...and Pls eh don blame our track.. blame ur system ah...

But overrall.. Singapore GP is a big success...=)

ANywea.. today is the 8th day or raye.. gosh Time fly fast man...i did not have much time raya-ing..

Anywea..I usually pampered myself at the end of ramadhan every year.. and this year..I brought something that i really need a chg of...

Yea.. Brough myself a new HP..Its abt time i need a chg.. and im love it...

And i the Nxt Morning its hari Raye.... Its a moderate one this year.. did not expect much celebration..as im too busy with things..but still buddy outing is looking foward to....

3rd Day of Hari raye.. i went outing wit my Ellite Battlion gang..I noe its first week..But..We doing this for Danial.. as he just reporting for NS yesterday.. so..it will be his memoarbleouting ever...

Anywea.. The new class is fun..this people are quite funny people actually...

BTW i so Love My Jacket Collection...

This week is a fun week...I went somewhere where few or none sporty guys gone to..i told some of my trusted peeps..and they was so called "shock" haha.. anywea.. im juz having fun... Busy week ahead..and i lovin it...

Signing off...

PS: Mom told me she is pity of my gf( If i have one) cuz im always 2 timing with nature and cars too much.. =)

NO MORE GRAVEYARD SHIFT FOR ME...

2008-09-17T09:11:00.002+08:00

hey there guys..There something i learn this morning..

NO MORE GRAVEYARD SHIFT FOR ME>.... I Had enough...I ended up not havin sleep for the past 26 hours.....

Signing off...

Wow .. day 15..lets go.

2008-09-15T22:14:00.002+08:00

Hey there guys..

I just relise something..After my 5km run.. i look at the date on my hp..Its 15 sept...15 days i fasting... Its does nt felt like 15 days.. to me..anywea 15 more days to to hari raya.. eeerm Actually.. i'm not looking forward for hari raye this year..i don noe y.. but..been 3 years i been like this..Since it ramadan month.. it better do more reflection this month getting more closer o god..it better..isyallah..i will get there...Actually im looking forward to the Mt Tahan Trip nxt month...Thats explain the 5km i run i did jus now..
that is the First time doing 5 km while im fasting,, and i manage to finish it suprisely..Imagine more than 12 hours that u did not consume and food or liquid...and having to run..err..crazy if nisa would called it.. anywe will get to use with after a week or 2..Tahan trip will be next month and i heard we will do caving there.. wow..have nt done caving before..hmm thats all..

Signing off

Shout OUT to MY Ex-FYP Advisor...BOI ah...

2008-09-14T11:37:00.005+08:00

ohh oh Im totally forgot to blog abt this...

Congrets to my Ex-FYP Advisor/Lecturer Mr Boi...of his Debut Movie...THE DAYS....

We support u all the way..

Support Local Film..=)

Signing off...

My Every last Mililitre of motivation...

2008-09-10T22:03:00.007+08:00

Hey there guys..Sori for not updating for a long time..ya..im abusy man actually.. trying to chase time and oppunity..Anywea...Fasting months has started..and i can say it been alight..usual lah many ups and down...Simply Allah testing us alot this month and i just felt the pressure. Anywea..what i have ben doing for the past week? hmm/... Been studying actually..Im al and im ready take 2 more national certification in security and building management and im certified now... A hard core 5 days of brain squeezing jus to past the certification. But its all worth while.

Actually been missing 2 days of clas last week because i have to take the exam for the certification. See start sekolah aje dah ambik leave.. its ok lah.. atleast i learn something rather than hanging around...

My week end is a blast..My family when to JB for shopping trip.. it was fab..we brough aot of thing.. I brough one top,bottom..and 2 shoes...(leasure and running shoes) Thanks mom and dad for buying stuff for us.

On sunday its time for me to make over my room one more time....so i spend th whole day make over it...
Before....AFTER...

So I throw away my big bulking KING SIZE BED(still wondering y in having a king size bed before i got married?) and some things moving around... Now my room have 3 diffrent parts... My bed, My SOHO, And my sit around area... but still its not done yet... I have npot put the old home thearter system yet.. i still repair it.. once i repair it will be a blast in my room...

anywea..i have to clear some stuff.. so its time for me to clear my 10000km running shoes.. it been with me for 5 year, 2 expedition and alot of marathons..so its time to let her go.. (like i say i brough a new runnong shoes.)

Pamela(2003-2008) WTH..

Anywea..Things does not goes well since school started... its like having my last mili litre of motivation..i do not how to survive it..seriously its been hard for me.. even the non living thing give up on me...I start my school semester getting this....

MY LCD SCREEN Crack... now i only see half of my screen,..anywea..If i have to go acer it will cost me a ton..like 500 bucks...Its like WTH...

but luckily.. im a smart engineer..i found my part that cost me less than 200 bucks.. its really a life saver.. i will get it done 2morro...

And then thing does not stop there... yesterday this happen when i got back frm school...

YES<<>>> GOSH...Batt flat actually will get a spare one 2morro.. haiz...

PP result is out.. FINALLY AFTER MORE THAN A WEEK of submiting it approve..
and im still waiting email from her.. stil she have not reply yet.. i do not know weather she open her email account or not....

see.. how i could carry like this man..anywea.. i will start to get up my feet again.even though enviroment pull me down...

Signing off..

Disspointing Aug....

2008-08-29T08:06:00.002+08:00

Yea man... August is my worst month ever this year...Exclude the NDP,the firework and the PPP...ok...Y worst month..?
hmm..im been slacking like a pig this month..wat a malay phase would say: Besarkan bontot aje..but mine nt as bad.. been working alot this months..then the cancel overseas trip..i would b at home all the time..Been Missing alot of Mountaineer training This month ...feaking dissapointing man..Im going to the worst terain mountain and u here skipping training.,...Sigh....

yea.. Since the holiday started, the website above is the only website that i repeatly visit.. over and over again... I have no idea y....maybe tgh boring pas tu buat future planing... Yea u all know.. i wanna go Uni...And RMIT will be my last stop of education before i head to the workforce or getting married...bla bla bla...I must have atleast 25000 Aussie Dollars...kalau nak campur tempat tinggal..makan...Ard 50000Aussie Dollar... Gosh..Price of buat hantaran to a girl...(accoding to today market ah...Hantaran pon ikot market"shake head") But anywea.. will find way to get there...

Yea.. Last weekend b4 the fasting month began..and also.. im starting a new habit next month in everything ...study, lifestyle..and how i spend my next semester and train train train...dah jgn malas lagi puase2 atleast buat 5km per week...it seem it gonna be a drastic changes in my life one more time starting 1 sept...even the radio station i listening now is doing changes..hmm... anywea.. i hope will goes well..

Thats all.. TODAY IS THE DAY I FINISH MY PP>... ITS A MUZ>>>oh ya COMEX SHOW IS TODAY>...Macam nak tukar HP Aku je..

Anywea..This the hit this week.... Most are my fav...

lokman List

Signing off....

Another Transition Babe...

2008-08-27T07:53:00.001+08:00

Hey there...Yea.. I noe been ABITTTTTTTT Busy Lately.. Although its holiday and i juz done my 3rd semester in school... haiz.. 3 more semester to go..and i don noe what it gonna happen...When i got back, Liana told me the result is out and new class has been published. As u noe.. LEO has being a bitch yesterday nite cant get in.. thanks to her .. i gt to see my Result..Alhamdullilah.. Manage to go to nxt semester.. no repeat module...Only down by 0.1 for my GPA.. Its ok.. heart as beating fast when i see the result..Talking about my GPA.. its still. hmm..managable..Juz have to work extra hard for the nxt 3 semester...as long it does not goes below 2.0GPA..if not there goes RMIT entry... ya. been doing future planning when im bored...so i decided that i will ended up in RMIT in Melbourne, Aussie for a 1year Bsc Degree...If i keep maintainig or improving my result in Poly...Yea All i want is a degree...i don care which Uni i go to..beside im still stay rooted on where i come from... A Normal TecHNICAL STUDENT...Going to University...hmmm sound crazy rite??...ya well how i stay rooted? well I stay less than 20 metre from my sec sch...I told Mum that Im going to RMIT After my NS.. At First mom does not agree..cuz its Overseas and alot of money to think abt.. Don worry Mom.. i will think of something to finance my way there..even i have to take goverment scholarship..I just wanna make u proud..when i reach there...

Yea.. I look at my new class... Yea.. Im back to the west side... even back to the same block and level..
Stupid school.. I did not get the elective module that i apply...the 2nd time i did not get.. haiZ..last time in ITE was easy.. i don y.. but.. to me is stupid... Im getting worry abt my 3rd sem Core Module. AMP...(Anotomy and something2 i don noe some science module) i was like... a science Module?...with me without a knowlege of science for like wat??6 years..and thats a basic science and now i having this wat Bio subject i have to deal with...crazy crazy me..How i wish...Lina was here...atleast she could teach me this AMP stuff.. cuz she learn it during her Nursing course in ITE..I don noe how is she rite now.. Im kindda miss her actually...

Anywea.. I resign my job yesteraday at starbucks..and join another company..ok lah i need a new enviroment to work..not a F&B industry at least...

So plan for the next 3 days... 1. PP MUZ COMPLETE AND SEND 2. GET READY FOR FASTING ( ITS NXT WEEK), 3.READY FOR NEW SEMESTER...

There all folks..

Signing off...

WHAT A WEEK MAN>> DAH HABIS BEBAN...

2008-08-05T13:00:00.006+08:00

Hey there guys... How r u guys?? Fine? Good good... Yea.. Spider web is all over my bloggie rite now...hmm Sori for nt updating...Beside.. I juz wanna rest after months of hectic secdule...

Anywea.. I have fun...Alot of fun..beside that thing does not goes well.... So what happen this past few week???

Last fri, The TEAM PPP Republic having this Award ceremony at DBS Building...Its a red carpet event.. everybody was hot..and stunning..Cam whoring every where..will update some pic of the Award day later ya...(Who camera i use ah???)

Last Thurs...Its was a okok day for me...ITS BUJANG DAY OUT dinner... was shock when danial call me to meet at Seoul Garden?? and I was like.. "eh Cukup duit ke tidak ni.."...In the end .. Its a Treat from Danial..Its his payday..I THINK.. ( I saw money from his big envalope)..well..Its been along time that the guys sitting down having a crazy dinner.. ya.. we having our own things to settle.. so rarely we sat for dinner.. anywea DAN THANKS FOR THE TREAT... Nxt up sape punye turn nk blanje???hehehe

Before I went for the suprise Dinner, I went for the ALPS Mountaineer training..so that day is Climbing day...

so..before training starts, they give us this big 50 liter bag to fill it up..so i fill up my stuff and go for weight in.. My eyes pop up sia... 9.5kg..i was like err ok.. not so bad...so the team is ready we move to the block nxt to the school... 12 level block....So its 8sets by 12 levels in 9.5 kg bag...i say.. most crazy training i got on to...

And ya.. i manage to finish 8 sets.. err ya true its not so bad, cuz the weight is transfer to my body not sholder... beside im doing 10 set.. helping them to motivate to finish their sets...Good Jobs ALPS tEam...

Last Stair at the 12 storey....

Leading Pack...

The 9.5kg baby i been carry for the whole time....

AND YES>>>>>>>

The moment of truth.. THE PPP Show day was Last Last Saturday...Gosh.. Im am very excited and scared at the same time... Actually...I really want the show to run smoothly.. and it really did..I have my best crew, Best cast, and best Writer and director in my team..Rumour i heard they really want an encore for the play.. Yea u heard that right Encore babe...

I just wanna to say.. u guys done the best job ever,,, Each one of you really made the school; proud,,I give my respect to my PPP TEAM...Love u guys...

And ya.. that all.. I think.. I got a lot of story to tell but... I think this is enough for now.. ya.. will update frequenly...

Signing off....

The Best of Us....

2008-08-01T08:57:00.002+08:00

And yes, It out..All of it...i don noe.. but it seem hard, Pain and tear to let it out. Im am responbility for every action i did. Cuz im diffrent.
I noe it been barely 24 hours after i tell you this. But still keep it worndering around...

2 weeks is indeed too short for us..but..This is the wonderful 2 weeks having spends time with you..every single second of it..

I know its a bumpy 2 weeks journey for us...but i cant bear this pain for you. Its the best i could give to you..and im sorry that i cant go more further...

There is no apologies for the explaination.. Its parts of relationship...I really understand on our situation right now..all we need is the truth to see how far we could go.....

Indeed i felt parts of the guiltyness in my feeling, It seem i let u down, I failed...But if this goes further im fear of doing more damage..( and don worry...i will not jump off the building)

It really take times for me to recovery..i just need time..its not being easy for me.. cuz im responsible for ur feeling..

Ok im understand about the list, I'm not forcing u for the list...Im trying to make you feel better.. But as promise by me..i will bring to sentosa..we gonna have fun..there..

Im glad you are happy...as long u r happy..i share the happyness with you... Im sorry that things not working out as plan, Im sorry i been hard on you, im sorry its been a roller coaster ride..
but one thing im thanksful ...Thanks for making the wonderful 2 weeks in my life a wonders....

I noe this decision is hard.. but its the best for you..

THANK YOU LIANA...IT WILL KEPT IN MY DIARY FOREVER..

AND OF COURSE WE ARE STILL FRIENDS....

lokman

PESTA PETI PUTIH 2008, Pls Support Team Republic..

2008-07-22T15:56:00.004+08:00

It’s here once again!
Proudly organized and mentored by Teater Ekamatra, we bring forward to you
PESTA Peti Putih 2008!
The highly anticipated Malay theatre competition is back this year with an over-arching theme.
This year, we are stepping beyond the immediate social context of Singapore with our theme
“Dari Garis Pinggir ke Gelanggang Global: Travels Beyond the Margins.”

After last year’s successful production and winning through Most Outstanding Performer award,
For the second consecutive time Republic Polytechnic’s Malay Cultural Group’s very own Pentas Karyawan is participating in the competition again.
And we are back with fresh new faces and talents.
Written by ‘Arifah ‘Atiqah Bte Rahmat and directed by Wirni Asyura Bte Hamli, we are proud to present “Trapped”.
Money. Lust. Love. Greed. Pride. Ego. Globalization. Women.
That’s what “Trapped” is about.

Date: 26th July 2008 (Saturday)
Venue: The Studio (400-seater), The Republic Cultural Centre, Republic Polytechnic
Time: 8:00pm
*Free seating for all
Ticket: $12/ticket. Available at Gatecrash and any S.A.M Machine

(You may place your orders in bulks through me too!)
Contact point: Wirni Asyura
HP: 97357135
Email: 60798@rp.edu.sg
Alternative email: hervoicewithin@hotmail.com
A play worth the watch as it reflects on our own view on how human adapts to the rapid changes of the globalized world today.
Do spread the words around and come with your family and friends.
Your presence and support is very much appreciated
We hope to see you there!

This Is not Crazy..This is Pushing frm the best....

2008-07-05T22:56:00.003+08:00

Hey There guys...

First training was not so bad.....Was fun...

do 3.6km,5BX and done.. and i noe its only the begining

and I Really Mean ITS ONLY THE BEGINING

Ladies and Gentlemen this is my routine.....

Shock???

Nah.. Its Not so Bad....Its pushing from the best...

anyWea...

COY PREVIEW IS NEXT FRI AGHHHHHHHH

SHOW DAY IS THIS MONTH>> Double AGHHHH

Ok Im done

Signing Off....

Its Been a while now...

2008-07-01T23:09:00.002+08:00

Having a ok week i suppose..its only tues and im still going strong...even though im hold on a thin tread..

My weekend was ok....Still busy with my production and stuff...and still changes has make me crazy around the clock.. Having to deal 3 diffrent personality girls(ASM,Director and scriptwriter) it hard job.. when u are a middle man.. My job getting harder when the show day getting nearer..

Anywea..Having put alot of effort on my study...dotting down every single notes for now on..so i could catch up easily.. i don noe..having to working too hard, too much effort has put in and in the end.. im still not enough to put a smiling face on me.

i don noe what the bloody prob with me...

Anywea..I totally flunk today UT..question getting harder and harder..
Family day is way off sedule of sending proposal...

Im looking forward for this thurs training..

I really hate this feeling
I really miss someone..
I really need to talk this out fast before i get crazy,.,

I HATE THIS FEELING MAN>>>

I GOT INNNNNNN......But Its not even Saturday trial yet...

2008-06-24T22:53:00.002+08:00

Hey there guys...I check my mail at lunch and i saw this...

Alpine Leadership Programme--You have been selected‏
From:
Jane Lee (jane_lee@rp.sg)
Sent:
Tuesday, June 24, 2008 12:42:17 PM

Thank you for submitting your application form for the Alpine Leadership Programme.

You have been selected to be in the training team, based on the degree of interest and commitment potential that you have expressed in the application.

But...I have not gone for the trial yet...hmm Who care im in...hahaha

Signing off...

....need to share with someone and it happen to be you.....

2008-06-23T10:26:00.002+08:00

" I sorry that u getting wrong Impression of me....i jus need to share things with someone and its happen to be you...." Lokman

IM SORRY......

MOUNTAINEER Selection THIS WEEKK=...Wat the Heck im eating Chicken Chop Yesterday?????AGHHHHHH....

Signing off

Don tell me abt your Fantasy Story..cuz i hate mine..

2008-06-21T22:26:00.003+08:00

Hey there guys...

I have the weird week ever this week... I don noe y..Points that Happen this week..

Too Many Mixed Feeling make me hate myself
Fate Teach me the right choice this week...
Asking too much question to myself..
Having Bad Mood because things im unsure of...
I think.. i should stop dreaming...

Things when well when tues morning came up....

As u all noe im working on monday nite..and it happen that i did nt set my alarm..and also happen that im too tired

So Tues Morning i woke up late..Real late..Its 825 am and i was like WTH im doing here in bed...and i noe that i gonna be late..that part i don mind..so i have mine shower and when to sch as usual..i step into my class at 9am..and listen the remainder of the lecture..at the end of the lecture..My friend ask me...

Friend: Eh man!!..Y late come to sch ah?? Usually u came on the dot...

Me: Yesterday i work, and i forgot to set my alarm ah...

Friend: ohh Ok..eh u wear slipper ah.. U noe rite today got lab???

Me: WTH?!!!! Gt lab..I did nt bring my shoes....

Yea..thats where is really pissed me off....First im late then i forgot to bring shoes....and i was thinking..there no use going back cuz there is no one home and i forgot to bring the key..So Fate really make me pissed of that day..after thati went for breakfast with my PK frens...they saw me bring my bag down..my fren ask...

PK fren: Eh.. Cabot Class ah???

Me: No.. Fate ask me not to come to school and study today...cuz it noe i need a day off

PK fren: Wah ur fate Very good ah..i think i sense that same fate coming to me today..Im cabotting also..

Me: Wah.. ok lor...

So we spend the whole day window shopping, Starbuck-ing cuz im we having PK training at 5 later.. Actually.. I really don want to go..but i have responbility to fufill have to go.. Sigh...Thats the part where fate teach me the rite thing...

Yea.. I been Having too many mixed feeling this week. the Problem This week is tooo Dry for, and i got restless easily...Got a new assignment this week handling MCG Family Day...was thinking this not gonna end man.. Stress stress stress....PPP the new script has made my week haywire...too many changes to be done...Having mood swing on every training ..but still..Muz keep my cool...

This week where,..i went CGH to do research on my PP project..yea.. it kept me thinking twice of going there cuz..scare of bumping into her..as i made promise nt to enter her life again..This time luck on my side,.. Things goes well did nt bump into her.. sometime i ask myself question of what i have done wrong and that question still not being answered yet....Kept me wonder too much...

Today..i don noe..Bad mood really stay with me for this week...Morning i have to go to TAPAC for PP training.. gt to noe that the room i book has being Ransack by other big production lucky they have spare room for my crew..and also found out that my director is not coming today..and i was like..cant do much actually..so i juz practice to them with their line and movement cuz im cant make changes...My Scriptwriter came after lunch..and practice them with the movement with sets...My cast getting restless by 430pm..but still she push them to make it rite..But i cant blame her..We have alot of catching up to do....Gt to know both script writer and director nt coming 2morro.."Sigh"

my crew decided to go to town after training...so i decided to tag along.. It seem half of the day has make my day gone low.. I kept quite the whole journey..till dinner..end...Anyway..i have other side problem of my life to think of...Got to know.. most of my crew either nt coming or free till 1 pm 2morro.."Sigh, Sigh"

I worried Abt the Mountaineer Selection Nxt Saturday..Having fear nt getting selected, But deep in my heart, I really DAMN WANT TO CLIMB THAT MOUNTAIN...cuz its one of the lifetime experience..

I think i should stop what i am doing rite now..i think its better coming back to reality rather that fantasy which is really hurt people heart...and sometime mine...( well Most of the time)

I know i will not get a chance to win some people heart...i noe thats the fact..

I noe its no use of clapping one side of the hand..(cuz i face it too many times)

and i have to keep reminding myself to comeback to reality cuz Fantasy is really not meant for me...

So pls Lokman..Stop Dreaming, Reality Need you more cuz Fate is giving me a Hard time all this Years...

Signing Off..

Wat a Drag.... FIRST DAY

2008-06-17T00:38:00.004+08:00

Hey there guys... Juz got bac from. work..Yea im back to closing again as school restarted again this week.. Well my holiday are doing very i suppose, err well does nt feel like holiday at all.. Im simply come to school simply everyday...

Anywea.. I will nt touch on my holiday will go straight on wat happen today( or should i say yesterday....

Morning was a drag cuz im simply had nt enough sleep since ISC started...as usual woke up at 730..getting ready with my backpack while watching the news with coffee on the dining table...

I reach school as usual..820...On my lappya and check my unread mail for today...

before class started i write wat gonna happen this week on my electronic Post It on my lappy.. hmm will be that stress except for the weekend it will be pack for PPP training and stuff.. See all my weekend has been burn by school Activity..

Anywea.. the Irritating Digital EE Faci did nt come today... I though will be a easy first day,,, But noooooooo.. It replace this subtitube faci even more irritating and really pissed the class off and stuff..cuz first his attitude is F****** acted like he noes everything... I was like for God sake u r a lecturer.. Ur Job is to guide us nt to bring us down with ur stupid brain of urs...

Anywea half of the day was gone because of his stupid attitude...

After class.. i rush to w2 for a talk which really intrest me...Alot... Its...

Yes i noe...After 2years of absent from Climbing world i suddenly came back to join a team again...

Its was a motivational talk talking abt the snowing mountain enviroments... Its totally diffreent from the forest Mountain and rocky mountain...because of the thin of oxygen and of course the tempreture will freaking cold i told u.. the last time i best could hold is 4 degree which is at top of Mt Kinabalu at 5am in the morning...while my team mate drop down with hypo. 100m to summit..but its alright...If i could take the forest mountain of ledang, Fear Cold Weather at Rocky mountain of Kinabalu i think i could my push my limits at the mountain of China... haha.. Call me crazy.. Cuz yes i am...

anywea back to the story.. I done a speedy closing one more time.. this time with this attachment partner From Bukit panjang...They are very helpful that y i could fast closing...

this is today,...

anywea.. the feeling reaching the top is unexplainble.. I want to experience again... like this...pic, The last pix b4 i decent to Base Camp....

Signing Off.....

I have my reason being a workaholic

2008-06-13T21:15:00.001+08:00

Gosh.. I just relise that i have being a workaholic this months...or a few months back...Seeing the calender for the past months have really shock me as seeing everyslot of my week have been taken up.. Well mostly taken up by to settle stuff..afterall im a leader..have to try settle prob that my member face...I even bearly seeing a slot for myself actually...Sigh...Most of the slot is fill with productions,Training and work...i really don noe when i could get time for myself.( Except my bestie force me to take a holiday to KL last 2 weeks)

Oh ya.. Remember the qoute" My motivation is my history,u got me this far, I WANT TO GO FURTHER"..I really want to go Above 4010 m/Above Sea level..after i clock in for the past mountain climb....Go figure...

Anywea.. This is myself since i enter poly..or should i say since my breakup from my relationship..which is coming to wat..3- 4 years...
Gosh 4 years has past just like that....
I wonder where is now..CGH i suppose...

Anywea.. thats my reason being workalohic...Flying here and there, events back2 back, Reaching to the next level of educations.. exploring new things that have tried b4....

But of all the jam pack secdule i have to face...I sometime tried number of dating and trying getting back to relationship...but..i failed hard times...
I juz leave fate to decide on this...i simply have no control anymore..

I juz got back having dinner with my group of bestie..and at one point they have to ask me "until when that i have to be like this...." and i was like...really no Answer for that.. i juz sit there and kept quite..reflecting...

I noe having someone is the best thing in the world that u can have.. and they noe i really that...cuz they saw me fell hard, they saw me fly high...and they saw me doing it alone...and it seem true actually.... i really need someone..

All i need in wat malay say it" Cinta yang Ikhlas" and that all i need...
and i wish one day when i say "i really want to spend my life with u" hope she would except me of wat i am now, on how i look now and accepting my passion in life and i certainly giving the same thing back to her...

Signing off....

Operation Bujang BackPackers Status:Completed, Back to Base

2008-06-01T21:06:00.008+08:00

Hey There guys.,...Guess wat... IM BACK..... Yea,, Im back frm the KL Trip...and i Hav Lots and lots of fun,..kk.. no more chit chat.. let me tell how it goes....

INTRODUCING.....

THR BACKPACKER....Fahmi,Along,Dany and me...

After2 weeks of preparation, we finally got our first Overseas Expedition...

So lets the pics say the story....

we reach KL in the morning ard 4am... and it supposely to reach at 530am

one word: Madness Bus Driver....

Then we went to breakfast and wait to check in....

so we wait...

wait

and wait... while waiting....

So after 2 hours of waiting we got a room at 730 am...

After a short rest....

we hit the shopping centre...

after all the shopping we hit Kenny roger for dinner....

after dinner bac to the Hotel...for packing man cuz its rise and shine 2morro back to singapore...

Signing off

This is the WeekEnd Im Talking Abt... Good Company Good Peeps...I like....

2008-05-29T22:57:00.009+08:00

Hey There Guys.... Yea, Yea... I noe.. Blog Berhabok Kape...But hey u noe.. I kinda Busy man at the moment ok...Okok...I will update Now....

Last tell u all abt my last weekend... I have the best weekend ever, This is the weekend i am talking about...Good Company, Good People and Good Stuff... Hahaha

I Actually Start My weekend.. pretty early... As Early as 12am on the saturday Morning...Yea.. U heard that Rite... 12am....

I was doing my preclosing at my work place and i receive call frm My bestie(riq) That they will be picking me up after work..( And u noe,, my bestie juz pass his TP a few weeks ago) and i was wondering where they want to take me...

So i finished my closing fastgame and i wait for them at the bus stop near my WorkPlace...I was quite worry though sitting in a car which is a driver who pass a few weeks ago..and he going at 80km/h on the 60km/h road... Crazy Shit.. i noe...but thanks god.. i reach home safe and Sound....

Our first Stop...

YISHUN DAM...yea.. The place where the hot car at...and we juz passing by only we did not manage to drop by and stuff...we reach at the end of the road...and decided we r lost...i think.. So.. i decided to chg of Driver... So.. it will be....hmmmm ...ME.... Yea ME(sape lagi ade license lagi seh...)

So i bring them to seletar Airport centre...Not from the front way.. From the Back way ..(Off road kate kan) Manage to see private plane and stuff. Driving Riq car was ok I guess...

Then i feel quite Hungry, So i drove them to Jalan Kayu... yea.. Eat prata at 1am in the Morning..

after the crapping, and eating and Teh Tarik-ing we drove off back to woodland...not home but lepak some more.. where???? Admiralty Park near My school There...Juz to feel the breeze..of the morning cold...

then after all the lepaking...we went back...Cuz i gonna hav a hectic day ahead...

So...6Hours later... I have to wake up to meet my crew at Tanjong Pagar For Stage Reading for PPP...Yea,, I noe.. Its freaking Draggy..when have to wake up and not having enough sleep... Went we reah there we had lunch and we head to TAPAC... We manage to watch NUS performace and stuff.. After that we went to Esplanard to practice nxt day Stage reading.. cuz it our turn...so After all the practices.. we head to popeye@flyer for early dinner... after that we sight seeing..to release some stresss...

On the next Day.. Went to TAPAC Again...for our Turn of Stage Reading,.. I can say.. IM SO PROUD OF MY CREW>>> They Done The Best, Professional Stage Reading ever... can see the diff there.. but still I kept the crew high..So one down..Nxt COMPANY PREVIEW BABE...

After the Acting and stuff....We went for Dinner at Town..to celebrate our success kind of thing...then we go Starbuck-ing...and play games and laugh all night long... then We go Home...

Sorry did not manage to take pic of me...

I have a blast weekend ever...and this the first time im looking forward for school 2morro...

Ohh ya.. I bet SomeOne Remember this pic....

IceCoffee @1300hrs...Apek Trendsetter...And.......AmoySya(some body new Nic name)hahahaha.....

And YES>......

Less Than 24 Hours... Operation Bujang BackPacker will Start... Really Cant Wait... So..

Till my Next Entry... Signing off...

BACKPACKERS...PACK UR BAGS...

Make me Wonder,Made Me Worried...

2008-05-18T09:15:00.002+08:00

Hey peeps,

i noe its sunday morning... and actual fact that im suppose to be resting on bed..but no.... i still get up at 730..to see is everything is ok ard the house...and the last thing i done is making my lil brother breakfast. Yea.. i noe.. im really sick now.. but im simply can't take the worry out of my head..even the smallest worry..of wat my lil bro gonna eat for breakfast...that y i made breakfast for them...

i Worried simply everything in my life this few weeks... Worry abt my mom, Worry abt my Grade,Worry abt the productions..Worry abt my life..My Position has being chg since my sis got married...It seems my family depends on me very much since then..i noe..as a elder son its a responbility...but i handle it well..that y worrying is parts and parcels nothing new...

Anywea.. Im worry abt my mom, Cuz she working too much, 7 days a week..weekday in my sch and weekend at my granny shop..worry abt her health all...im simply missed family times...i don noe we did not get a weekly family day since when, 5 years ago..and that kept me worry since then.

Dad coming back to work next week after a long MC from work.. Thats the good part.. The bad part his work place is going though retrence, so it made me worry if my dad is out of job...thats y im working now..atleast I can be a back up for my lil bro education and stuff..

Atleast My worry on my grade can be ease abit since i manage to stablise my grade..all i have to do is study hard for UT..

My Most worried is the production...that made me worry weeks after week..script reading is in a week time and I even have nt a solid script in my hand rite now..I don noe if i done a great job or not..My director having a freking busy secdule ahead and my even have put my crew together yet..My playwright is doing well.. im hoping and praying hard that script will finish my 2morro lunch time...Thats made me worried alot..period..

ANywea.. Abt my life..at least im surviving here...i think...too much worrying made me sick...i really want my life back together again...

okok

Not all things im worrying abt ok...

still i had my ellite buddy that neva fail to made me happy for the past 8 years...so another bujang day out later..having a birthday treat for someone...

I was thinking to taking Bike license..since dad car is really a hassle esp the fuel consumtion..
My bestie is letting go his Scramler..thinkin to buy from him..the price is not bad actually..since his otw of getting is Skyline or watever it is...

so..that life..till then.. worrying is still in progress...

AT LAST.....

2008-05-14T22:48:00.003+08:00

Hey there Guys...

I would Like to Dedicate this post To this Bestie Of Mine...Ezriq..

CONGRETS ON SUCCESSFUL 3rd ATTEMPT of Ur TP test...

Cam Bile Mau Race???

Pika Vs Zakiah....

Whos Win?... ( Like duh mine will win..2.7cc Babe)haha

Signing Off...

This Really Made My Day...

2008-05-13T12:25:00.003+08:00

I was Back from Break one.. And i i saw a group crowding my table and was laughing out loud and hard.. and i found out it was this.....

Yea..i watch it like 10 times and still not had enough of it....

Sometime my class can be Randomly Fun...hmmm

Signing off

MY SUNDAY MORNING....

2008-05-11T11:37:00.003+08:00

Hey There Guys...
Indroducing... My Home Office...haha..See..How multitasking i can be...hmm...

Signing offf....

WTH... So fast Sunday Already ah...

2008-05-11T10:18:00.002+08:00

GOsh.. I cant Believe it Sunday morning,, Lets me Said it again,, ITS SUNDAY MORNING,,, 2Morro Its MONDAY... AGhhhhh.. Cant believe Weekend Gonna End so fast.. I even have get a glimps of it.. Or..I juz too Busy to abt weekends..Haiz... Anywea.. As predicted and promise.. I had a Speedy Closing on Friday Nite.. Cuz.. I got the best/fast team member, A Hip Manager..and store we make it a fun place to work again.. and we hit the record one again..1 hour closing instead of 1 1/2 hrs..Manage to get transport early..Anywea..The whole my career of doing closing at starbuck, I did wen back home by Public transport... cuz the company bus came ard 1am..and im sure im will be in lala land by then..But on fri..Company Transport came early that day..And guess wat we riding on that day?? Its a MERC...Ya.. and its the Car not the Van Merc ok.. Imagine after a hard day work.. and feel like a CEO at the back seat...going home..hahaha...Anywea..its one of the friday im talking abt.. Fun fun fun...

Anywea.. Yesterday its another hectic but relex one.. Had to woke up at 4am.. As Mum and Dad Is going KL and i thinking of woke up a bit early to send them off..and when back to sleep again.. I woke up at 730..seeing the house is quite as usual..Had my coffee( A bIg MUZ) watch TV and stuff... Getting ready to go to TAPAC for Stage manager Course..so reach there ard 930 meet my member there.. Grab A Hazelnut Latte at starbucks..cuz i really need a second cuppa..The course is very informative,. and really it pure hard work after that.. Theres alot to settle for the production after 2morro.

Talking abt the production.. Still waiting for the script to approve...Still searching fro crew, still waiting to talk to my director...Still waiting to book places... Ya im Getting to stress mode nw.. and its not going to be a pretty sight..

Oh ya...after the workshop, I rush to Bedok to persisi for the ISC briefing...ya..Theres alot to learn about the Match administration..anywea.. its ended ard 630.. So me, Moon, Farah and ain went for early dinner at banquet..So after that we went home.. Theres alot to talk abt in theBus...

So today..I got 2 options..Or mayb 3.. 1: Prepare for my production, 2: Another Bujang Day Out.. or 3: Both...Most likely i take option 3...hmm we will c abt there..

Thats all folk.. will update when i gt the time..

Signing Off..

"She Went out, When i Came in.." Lokman

Having a Brand New me...But it was a bumpy start...

2008-05-08T22:27:00.002+08:00

Hey there...

Yea.. sori for nt updating that much....yea,. being emoing this past week...

Yea..School has giving me a hard time, Work have giving me a hard time..,IG giving me a hard time..My body has making non stop working, and not enough of hibernating and rest.. when to doc last week,... and she already noe wat my illness before she check me.. cuz all my medical record has been fill with overwork illness..sometime doc can be a joke sometime..she ask me to webcam everytime i got sick..cuz she do not want me to waste on my consultant fee..its ok doc..ur clinic is few block away.. i don mindwalking..

anywea..I did not much enjoying things this few weeks.. i miss photograhy..i miss snapping those shutter ard..My bro in law ask me to join his new group of photograhy.. i told him.. i tink abt it..

Yea..there another thing that giving me a hard time.. and i think u noe wat is it as i already post it tons and tons of times.. but i put it last on my headache list will not care abt anymore.. there still more things to settle..

Anywea..2morro friday, But my day does nt end there actually.. Working closing 2morro and i really hope that it will be a speedy closing...

Saturday i having this Stage Manager Course at tanjong pagar and it will be ahalf day event..Hope will be fun..Oh ya.. Mum and dad is going KL on Saturday Morning... So should be alone at home..or mayb hmmmmm..

Thats all folk..will update when i have the time.....

Signing off..

Its is true...??? Love is Cinta??I don noe...

2008-05-02T14:13:00.002+08:00

"I don Think Its not Gonna be happen

Its juz fantasy in my dictionary, Holding thru reality rather hanging aimlessly in fantasy..."- Lokman

ps.Fighting 2morro and I really need a haircut....

Woose...Atleast The first part is done.. within 24 hours approval..

2008-04-24T14:06:00.003+08:00

I was having Lunch Alone...(actually i only drank Milk Tea) Anywea.. was browsing..through my PP Portal.. and Guess wat.. It got approve.. its Like OMG..i though it gonna took a week or something..anywea..Alhamdullilah he approve it.. can proceed with the 2000 words thingy...

Im so in love with the sandwich in my school( if u noe wat i mean)
Signing Off...

"dissapointed, kesal,tiada harapan" Lokman

Back To memory lane....

2008-04-23T20:54:00.003+08:00

Hey There guys...

How are been so far...

Yea its Wed.. I have no classes tOday.. First Though.. wann sit at home and Rest...On the second though..I would to finish my PP..on the THird thought..I have nt seeing my ITE peeps for a long time.. and on the Fourth though.. I miss my scenary of my ex school so much... so..

I scrap the first though cuz.. i noe i cant stand being at home... and i combine the 2nd , 3rd and 4th thought together... yea..

So I called rudy..and yea he in school doing Attachment there...So i told him..That i coming to school @ lunch and give him treat or something..I called Shahril and Riq wheather they in sch or not.. Luckily enough their class start at 12noon.. So i decided to tag them along to school...( dah lame seh dah tak gi sekolah same2.) I reach school at 12noon called rudy to meet at SC room.. Yeah SC room.. Banyak Kenangan seh.. tempat tu.... I told Rudy I missed my working desk so much..( and he think im crazy haha)anywea..dapat duduk pat Old working chair bring back memory... And guess wat wat beside my desk...??

And i was eh.. Is that the picture motage that i took for them before graduation...and i see closely.. and it is...and i was so touch that they still keep it after 2years...( Bangge babe..Gambar2 pat board tu semue aku ambik... dpt puji frm the junior)Thanks very much guys...

So i went to lunch at my fav place..NOODS...( a western restraunt) in my school.. i used to hang out there everyday..Bump to Mr Andrew while on the way there.. he still doing good as ever..so invite him to lunch with us.. I order spegetti with Black pepper chicken my all time fav....

After lunch. we go tour the school.. I was quite shock to see there so many kind of uniform man..Sakit kepale tengok..anywea..last few days i put onmy MSN that i miss the view from this place that i could see Changi airport tower,,ya..i sit down and took 15 mins to stare that beautiful view.. really cant forget that...

After That i went to Tampines Coffee Bean..Sit down And Finish my PP while waiting for riq and shahril to finish class.

After that went Dinner at KFC....Yum yum

So thats all peeps.. This is one of the best wed ever,,,

Signing off...

"I do not know wat kept me waiting...it seemit goes a single trip rather the a return tickets..when effort is wasted all this while.." Lokman

I sense Something wrong while we having that dinner..I don noe..she not talking to me..thete something wrong somewhere..

2008-04-17T00:00:00.003+08:00

Hey there guys..

Yea Juz came back from Jurong west for Supper with my sis..

Anywea.. Hows my Past few days has been??? hmm.. Hectic i guess..Momentum Meeting,PK,PPP, Silat training,PP Briefing and stuff.. loads of running ard to do..

I took a week break frm for this week. i only work on monday...

Anywea I would say i start my week early this week.. on sunday nite to be precise...

Lets Say i went to dinner with someone on sunday nite...I pick her up, We went for dinner, Went for Ice Cream while Window Shopping (I noe its not that romantic) and i send her home..and also say that its not a normal dinner we went to...Msg to her: I hope u have fun and thanks for going out dinner with me..Its been a long time actually....Thats all.. Should not put more Detail..

MY MONDAY....
wow.. Its a Drag man..and i can say.. class is more draggy than ever...and i was having a big headache trying to solve the problem statement..Until when RP will listen to us that PBL is not workig for us... Haiz... Anywea.. Going to work is a drag for me for the first ever...hmm no comment about that...

MY TUESDAY...
I was freaking Lil Late that day.. Luckily faci was not in by then..so lucky day for me..Anywea.. its binary lesson..so..Its a bit of understanding there..( since i learn my lesson for accidently Burn my project while in ITE days) buts still i felt very sleeping cuz i having a late closing last nite.. and i am very well tired... After lesson when for silat training...I can say its a painful one.. we train at agora hall which is hard flooring i suppose..After that was our Sparring session..I spar with Wan..which we did not last for 2 min..cuz Wan pull out as i injured his leg.. ( Sori bro..)
We got to noe we going to have Friendly with MI next month.. And i really want to experience that..since i got an International Debut( Chey Bah) on feb...

MY WEDNESDAY:
Today i do not have lesson..but I came to sch anywea to help up with the SLA booth for my IG..Things is going smooth... Dhama Performance was the best.. New Concept..Arabian style..I think we are the most noisy group is the Create Republic Section..Dikir Barat-ing the whole 3hours...As for me.. as usual.. Snap, snap snap... I started to get hungry so when lunch with wirni,Azrina,Azmi and Azrina friends( which i we met 3 months already and i don get her name but she remember my name and that Paiseh leh) and what had for lunch??? Ben and Jerry.. Yes u heard that right ice cream for lunch... after the lunch.. we decided to head to cwp for some entertainment.. we went to Timezone. and play daytona...obviously they cant beat me ( Action pulak lokman Ni) Cuz I am a driver...( Azrina will be laughing away by now)

MY FEELING...

I don noe.. I though everything was fine when i send her back home, But y she not talking to me..??...i don noe..i think something i said.?errr.something i do..? err something that i did not relise that i hurt her feeling...Agrhh..i don noe wat i did is right or wrong..i juz do not want the silent history to repeat again..i really hope it will be the good old days.. where our commucation did not stop even though its a fire lift away....

I really confuse...

Signing Off...

I though i having best week.. But i WAS WRONG>> BIG TIME WRONG>>>

2008-04-12T11:49:00.006+08:00

Hey there guys..

Yea Its been More than A week being 20... yea.. Its being Rough being old and stuff...
Anywea.,..Thanks Lots of thanks for the wishes and stuff.. Juz keep in Mind.. Belated= Not too late to wish, Its making us more closer and stuff and ya.. Anywea..this someone i really want to thanks aloT...he/she Tag me under the name ( TakeCares)<=..Check The Tag Ya... Its one sweet msg i everr get.. After i investigate ( chey bah INVESTIGATE AH) I suspect is someone.. Working @ A&E department @ CGH...yea.. I don noe.. Maybe some angel Of mercy who don wan to be expose..But wat ever its is.. Really Big Thanks.. Oh ya Talking abt some working in CGH...I thinking abt her recently..hmm..It seem we stop chat since Dec last year..Since then i neva heard news from her.. How is she? Hows Work and stuff..The last time i heard from her.. is She Want to Get into NYP(nursing) So much... I wonder weather she Got in in tis year cohort or not..So in case if she read this..deep in my heart i really do not want lose a understanding fren like u..although we did nt ever met..U known me too much..and thats what i apprieciate abt u..Hopefully(Insyallah) give me a sign that u still here.. Take Care... And Yes..Anywea.. lets Talk Abt my week..... Yea.. EveryBody Know.. School Starting, To many Freshie, Cramp Cafe, Long Nasi lemak order.. and stuff... Lets Start on last week end... My PK peeps Having Tis Drama Workshop in preparation for the this DRAMA Competition... ( AND THIS NO JOKE>>IM IN DRAMA) , Confirm My geng Bursting laugh at me...-.-..
yea anywea..Its not my school taking part.. Theres, NUS,JJC,TP and others and stuff..
At first.. Its Freaking KAKU..man.. it seem my body is program to do Climbing and i think it got hang when i asked it to act... Haiz..Hey Cant Blame me man.. Im a SportsMens.....Anywea,, VERY VERY Informative Workshop i got to know new frens.. Esp the fun, hip, happening TP and JJC peeps..( And Eza&Nisa, I noe what u two think when i said TP...Stop it eh.. Last Warning,..)Abg Raget masih ade perasaan Ok...

Then Monday come.. and sch starts...I step in school... it seem like there a IT show going on.. Freaking Banyak Org siak.. Aku nak Gi break..Duduk makan setengah pantat aje...Cramp nak Mampos...and At last...I got to learn the reason i want to go to POLy... Engineering Module.. not some crap module that left me more migrain rather than more knowledge...

My Classmate Cool, The Module Cool, The Faci also cool.. Got My first A this week .. and i going to love it.....Oh ya.. WED Not schooling...haha ok Don be so happy Lokman..It reserve for Ur IG,PP,CEpoint and maybe Go to work earn extra$$$..for this week went some CE Activity..Learn abt Thailand Culture...Guess wat they also got Anglung(wrong spelling i think) Love Their Dance.. Every entertaining...Thats My Half day of Wed i spent.. another half i spent doing poster at my workplace...

Oh ya Talking abt Poster and stuff...Im Really, Really Stress up with the poster design.. Even to the extend to design while making coffee at my work place...ya.. I want to make it the best.. but do not expect much ok.. Im only a Freelance..not a Professional..beside Im doing a Community service u noe that..

Got To know that my fitness is going Down Hard...even going to Cik Mail silat training , I start Slowing down.. hey I really want to get back in shape... AND I REALLY WANT TO FIGHT ON IVP ITSELF..so start build up man.. or lose it...

hmm..dah lame seh tak gi climbing...dah kasot climbing aku dah koyak..hmmm one of the days ya...ohh.. Better start the Community Service Commitee..Next Event this jun seh..Hope will use the same Commitee for the Overseas one.. hmm..

Oh ya.. Was browsing thru my pics database...I found this...

These Peeps..Rocks My Students Councils Days...Missed Them Loads...

OK thats my weeks Peeps...

Signing off...

Member Birthday... celebrate 3 hari 3 malam... Kalah org Kawin Dah...hehe

2008-04-04T21:41:00.003+08:00

Hey There guys...

I CANT BELIVE THAT IM 20 Years OLD... A BIG 20.. man.. No more teen anymore huh..
Thank to my mom And Dad for Taking care, Belive, Trust and Pushing me till what i am now...I think this is the most Valauable Present i ever Get...from them..Their Love...

Anywea...My celebration For my birthdayis quite a small one.. Actually i don expect anything.. as u noe..20 then u want a Big celebration..its a bit weird for me..But.. although its small its lasted for 3 days...which i enjoy myself....

It started off on My Birthday eve... I was Damn Tired juz came back from PK Training then after that i went back.. have a late nap... I was awoke by my SMS tone..Its from Azhar..Ask me to see him tonite at 8...so i went...and really they are very sweet indeed when i arrive at his void deck...Azhar ,Fahmi,Shaz, Riq...sang me a birthday song,,, haha i was like.,,amaze..And,.. The best part was.. They Made me a cake.. A wonderful.. cake made from riq and azhar.. Who said hot "Bujang" Cant Cook... They made me a cake... Thanks Guys For the cakes... I really Love it.. the best Birthday present ever....

On the next day... it was my Birthday...Hoyoo.. Welcome To the 20 Year old club.. Feel like a Man...

My Hp Keep beeping with sms Greeting... Thanks Guys.. for the greeting..esp Miss Mariam... for ur special drink.. err i don noe... we see first...

Anywea.. My morning was a relex one.. Left My house ard 2 cuz Asri need my help for design poster for a TRCC event...So whet have a meeting with the organiser...

After all the meeting and stuff. i met my buddy for a Karaoke...Yes KARAOKE....First time seh masok tempat Karaoake...We sang and crap and sang...like a mad man.. thanks gals for the Outing....

Then yesterday was The selatra BBQ at Loyang... My morning was woken by my manager...My manager pleading for me to come as they are short of partners...So ..OK i went to work..since i got nothing on at the morning part...since dad use the car in the morning and i use in the afternoon....After i went back around 3..I rest for a while..before my dad came back..

I drove to Loyang at around 4..when i reach there... They was slacking till 6 then prepare for the BBQ... First i help Azher with the BBQ fire...Then I went to the Kitchen to Help Mooneerah with..the cooking i guess.. Sori Moon Hope my cutting is good.. Atleast..I trying to help something in the kitchen rite???I think she will be shaking her head rite now.. haha... err help her cleaning up the Kitchen..when all settle.. i went out.. to BBQ... It was a small down pour at first but...It does nt dampen them to BBQ.. sing Crap while BBQ... Zul and his Funnycrap...I really enjoy having time with them,...

After that we all settle down at the Living room.. and Guess wat??? Karaoke Again.. haha 2 days in a row or wat....haha...really enjoy sing along part alot...At the end..ard 10pm.. I pack up..getting to go home ( i don want daddy to nag at me again of bring back the car late)...I offered Su and Raihan and Fir a lift since they live in woodlands...while i load my stuff in the car..moon was abt to Go home also..So i also offer her a lift home.. It was really expected..Anywea..Thanks for the chat..really nice of u...

Anywea... Thats wat i do on My birthday week...so...I having fun being 20...hope more things ahead...

HAPPAY BIRTHDAY TO ME...

Signing offf

i swear. im gonna sleep while driving this few days...

2008-03-21T09:48:00.003+08:00

Hey There geng...

It Friday...Its Good Friday..y? I don noe...wat i noe theres 2 Religious event taken place back 2 backs actuallly... I bet everybody is happy the weekends is here.. i don noe... does nt feel at all.. Got to work..Closing back to back ..Help with granny stall early morn...Take my sis later..Had not enough sleep for the last 48 hours..Had alot of driving to be done.. i bet.. i gonna sleep while driving this few days...

Hows my week this week?? Hmmm... ok.. not as bad as last week.. I mess up my week..last week..alot of replacements and last min resecdule..this week.. ok..not so bad...

Yesterday.. was suppose to go for PK training.. Guess wat..6 people came..and i was like huh 6 people..it quite **** to see 6 people.. so we took the chance to discuss abt the PPP topic...

After PK meeting..we went to Esplanard Cafe,,, lepak as usual.. I really don want to home.. and silat training is 5 hours away....Fatin, me, Naq and 'Arifah...talk rot sing song.. hehe..ya..kite tengok die, die tengok kite...'Arifah had to go off..then left 3 of us..Fatin having the crave of watching Horton...so..while i surfing on my lappie..i check wat time the next horton show at CWP.. guess wat its 1/2 hour away.. so we decided to catch that time slot...we have alot of laughing..

After that..i went back.. and Fatin and Naq going to bugis..as for me.. I have some sleeping to recover...After the closing the day before...

I don noe how to suvive this week..Keep waking up every morning..telling( or even lying) to myself that its gonna be a great day today... I easily get tired..i got alot of stuff to take care of..since dad is not ready to drive and work at the stall..

Even thoughout the years.. i fell hard..i had to standing all alone..My happiness share it all alone..I don noe.. think i really need someone..to be there for me..

Dear Allah, Please send me someone cuz the rope im haging on.. its gonna break any moment now..

An Angel Of MerCy...

Signing Off.....

Pls.. No more Heavy Raining Driving for me.. as for now...

2008-03-19T16:51:00.002+08:00

Hey there...

Was driving in TPE this afternoon.. and wat shock seeing freaking heavy rain.,..and i really mean Heavy man.. I reallly can't see 50metre infront of me..Its quie scary though if u cant cant see wats driving infront of me...Alright off for my night shift..@ startbuck...

Signing Off

My Dad Drove Across 2 country with a fractured hand...

2008-03-18T22:46:00.004+08:00

Hey there guys...

What I can say.. Another burn weekend has gone by...Actually..i start my weekend with a shocking mode...ok its was best in the morning part... Shocking in the late part of the day after recieve a call from my dad that he fractured his hand in Johor and actually driving back with a fracture hand... and steering wheel at another...( Lucky Zakia is a Auto Car)..i was like.. HUH MY DAD DRIVING WITH ONE HAND... on that time onward..rush to pack my stuff..and grab the next train... ( Thats Explain the missing Cameraman for MCG) reach home drive my dad to TTSH... ok.. it seem crazy... especially for me... Anywea..In the morning part.. i went for a photoshoot performance @ Taman Warisan and they perform so well... the tarian, Dikir, silat performace..was Super Duper good..had alot of fun taking pics....

Anywea.. like i said Weekend was burn cuz helping out with my granny stall since my dad is on 10 days MC.. Granny went to My cuz engagement ....in malaysia...

Actually Today juz came back from Silat training... Since long time i been wearing the fighting vest..Today i can say i having abit more of confident fighting.. anywea juz need more practice i guess...SO IVP Here i COME... I Guess...

Before that having PK training...hmm...i can say..it getting bad to worst.. still no improvement..still figure out how to save the Productions...anywea.. PPP or Pesta Peti Putih..we are participating this here.. this year its in our Home Ground..so.. IVP and PPP here i Come i Guess...

I don noe wat got into me This morning... I woke up.. and make a statement.. I WANT TO PERK SOMEONE DAY TODAY...so sudden.. ok..so ya.. i made someone day today ( I think)...hope she enjoy muching the presents....

And so....I'm so Hook up with One Republic songs...this the new one i heard.. something related to me i guess...k 90% is related...Enjoys...

One Republic - Mercy lyrics

Angel of MercyHow did you find me? Where did you read my story? Pulled from the papers Desperate and hardenedseeking a moment every fixAll I wanted to sayAll I wanted to doIs fall apart nowAll I wanted to feelI wanted to loveIts all my fault nowA Tradegy I fearAngel of MercyHow did you find me?How did you pick me up again?Angel of MercyHow did you move me?Why am I on my feet again?And I see youWhoa Whoa WhoaI feel youWhoa Whoa WhoaBefore just the daylightCome and i stand byWaiting to catch the quickest planeFlying to nowhereIs better than somewhereThat's where i've been and nothing's changedAll I wanted to sayAll I wanted to doIs fall apart nowAll I wanted to feelI wanted to loveIts all my fault nowA Tragedy for sureAngel of MercyHow did you find me?How did you pick me up again?Angel of MercyHow did you move me?Why am I on my feet again?And I see youWhoa..I feel you..WhoaIm so lost in youA tredgy seemed to be over nowA tradegy it seemed to beAngel of MercyHow did you find me?How did you pick me up again?Angel of MercyHow did you move me?Why am I on my feet agaïn?And I see youwhoaI feel youWhoaI feel youOh WhoaI feel youOh Oh Oh

Remember the free coffee???

2008-03-11T13:58:00.003+08:00

Hey there Guys...

Ya have a rough day today.. Its raining cats and dogs...
Im having flu and lil fever...
Im went to school juz to attend for this drama meeting,,
Im having a Photoshoot for my Silat Competition 2morro...
Im sitting here looking for concept for 2morro
Having Another photoshoot for my school IG on fri and sat..
People think im crazy but im not
NCC Pioneer Renioun was NEARLY Diaster but got rescue in the end..
STEP UP 2 Is 4 thumbs up...Rather Like the first one...

Oh ya Remember the Free Coffee Im talking about last week????
WE GIVE AWAY 310 Black COFFEE in 2 Hours...
Thats Explain the burn scar on my hand...

Signing Off

Free Coffee...With Cause me keep smiling even though i juz Burned my hand 10second Ago...

2008-03-06T14:21:00.003+08:00

Hey there guys...

Today my Company Giving Free Coffee...And i bet u do not want to be in my position...Coffee order keep pouring in every 10 sec...its a hectic 2 hours of free coffee...

Even though i burned my hand 10 times got cut by the pen knife twice.. But my face keep smiling eventhough the burn is unbearable.. cuz i noe..its no use crying over mis pour a hot coffee over ur hand...Accidently...

Signing Off....

My Leaps Years... ( First Time Siak Aku dgr this Phrase)

2008-03-05T22:02:00.008+08:00

Hey There...
Yes Sori for not updating... Been Quite Lazy and Busy since the KL Trip...

Ya Been easily tired this few weeks i don noe y...
Hmm Anywea.. Nothing much this few week....Work, Production Meeting,Silat Training

Lets Talk About last week... Tuesday and Wed...I atteding This Personal workshop organise by my IG...
Its quite motivating actually... Which i really need rite now...

Friday.,.. I had a renioun in my former school... It felt great meeting my old buddy back ... Really miss the old times we have...

Actually its the best time i ever had...to me its my 3rd home that time ,, and i really felt like home,.. Anywea,, some pics...

Anywea... This saturday will another reunion with my besties... Celebrating our 8 years of frendship...We gonna have a picnic by the Park Kind of thing.. i hope will be a succussful one....

My KL UM Trip...Lokman Fight Kape....

2008-02-15T09:20:00.013+08:00

Hey there guys... good morning....Its a wonderful day here in KL... Yup im in KL now..Something caught up last min with the competition so its friendly match here between 4 University and us...

we change the place we stay to hostel,we went to putrajaya for site seen and its freaking nice ah...and we went shopping..

Mat Mat Singapore Sesat pat KL...Macam Backpackers...
The NEW UM BUS...

WELCOME TO UM PEOPLE....

VIEW FRM MY HOSTEL BELCONY

THE DATARAN MENDEKA

Suhaimi,Me and Azmi....Waiting for the bus...

Me, Raudah and Mai...The good group of people when going shopping..

Me and Ekin...the guy with the great personality

we went to putra Jaya Baby and KLCC

Here I come KLCC...And where u gonna get A&W in singapore anymore huh????

CRAZY CHEAPE DINNER ( Cuz we the one who do the counting)

A Freaking Nice view of the Rocky hill At Batu Cave

Take A BIG Dip at The Ulu Yam Air Terjun....

Drifting Show while we having our Silat Friendly...And The highlight of the week.. Our Fighting match at UKM...and ya.. Lokman fighting in this friendly and this is his very first fight....

Wanna See?

Ok.. I think Its a well deserve Holiday after a Jam Pack week of work,school and play...

Sigining off

"They Called One of Us 'Mr Teleporter and Mr Lonely' and i wonder why??? They Rock our semester holiday....

2008-02-06T18:42:00.000+08:00

Hey there,...Wah can feel the "Balak"(those who don noe check a malay dictionary) Off my back man..The retreat is a great success..although we only have less than a month to organise, plan, and squeeze the budget given to came up with this grand event i think i have work with i so called"THE DELTA FORCE OF EVENT MANAGEMENT" haha.. .hmm let me see..A driver in the morning..( which i drive people around) A delivery man at the afternoon( Fatching people and the food frm all over singapore) and a audio technician at night... ( stuck in the control box ,which we have to break into cuz god know where is the key is and event already bring forward to 1/2 hrs) Did not took alot of pic though cuz busy playing with the Stupid mixer upstair... so manage to get 2 pics...

Me and dearly Liyana...

Stuck in the Control Box with Atie.....

So after that done,... its the Holiday Baby....Hmm how i start my holiday...i went for camp with MCG peeps...and guess wat is at my former work place.. Jalan Baterah

I really miss doing camps.. its the way of release stress after a hard day of school...entertaining the camper crap(esp with pri school kids) Joke around.. Kayaking..and climbing and sleeping in a cold night.. im a nature guy and and i love the nature...

Anywea its with Edgefield Secondary which they are very cute to some of them...Sam being label as Mr Teleporter cuz the kids wild imagination that he could be 2 diffrent place at the same time.. Asri being label as Mr lonely cuz i think kids always seeing him all alone..i wonder y.. hahaha.. Me and Fir..Doing High Elements..2 day straight..Hand of rope burn, Cramp Hip..Stupid small Harness..while the DK Girls doing Low elements...with suhaimi..

Overall We have a lot of fun... that make us bond...let say we start our semester Holiday with a big bang...

Oh ya,, Thank to the school for the Big gift..in a Body Shop Box...

After a long hard day of belaying...butt pain sey...
At the end of the day..we ended up on a counfy couch with a can of red bull

The camp really perk me up..but...i don noe..cant stop thinking of it...

Anywea..Camps done..Next week its the 5 days KL trips...Hope more adventure will came up..

Ohh ya.. My buddy old pal frm ITE Rudy juz told me that the council having appricietion nite..cum renuion add to my calender will be looking forward for that..

PAYDAY IS 2MORRO yes ahhhhhhhhhhhhh

Will update after my KL trip...C u Then....

Signing off

2008-02-02T11:09:00.000+08:00

Hey there guys....

Theres one phrase that best describe this week... "ROLLER COASTER RIDE Baby"....
Yes Holiday started like 10 hours ago...To me its already started 1 month ago actually..

Things to describe this week....

Monday...: Madness Late night shopping
Tuesdays: Speedy Closing
Wednesday: "Tawaf" Bugis Villiage
Thurs: Unusual Milo Drinks....
Friday: Zombie Driver, "Ready, 1, 2, Snap.... Cry Cry Cry.....

Ya.. It seem things started pickup this week...its more to getting the freaking video and Logistic done rather then sitting at one corner mourning alone juz because things does nt sided on ur side...

Anywea hope the holiday will perk me up again...

So wats for holiday...hmm...KL next 2 week, 4PM camp next week... Work Work Work, Another KL trip(cuz engagement) hmm wat else..oh ya PAY DAY... and Black Box production preparation
see..wat i got myself into to stop my depressing mood from keep coming... Not to forget..Reunion at Mt Faber nxt month..thers alot more but thing is in my PDA which i don noe where i put...hmmm...

There one say" When u love something/someone, let it go, if its come back it your" hmm....I wonder....

But thing for for what im feeling like now...and this songs explain it nicely...

One Republic Ft. Timbaland - Apologize lyrics

I'm holding on your rope, Got me ten feet off the ground
I'm hearin what you say but
I just can't make a sound
You tell me that you need me
Then you go and cut me down, but waitYou tell me that you're sorry
Didn't think I'd turn around, and say... I
t's too late to apologize, it's too lateI said it's too late to apologize, it's too late
I'd take another chance, take a fall
Take a shot for you And
I need you like a heart needs a beat
But it's nothin newI loved you with a fire red-Now it's turning blue, and you say... "Sorry" like the angel heaven let me think was you
But I'm afraid...
It's too late to apologize, it's too lateI said it's too late to apologize, it's too late
Bridge (guitar/piano)
It's too late to apologize, it's too lateI said it's too late to apologize, it's too lateIt's too late to apologize, yeahI said it's too late to apologize, yeah-I'm holdin on your rope, got me ten feet off the ground...

Ok guys Gtg...Do something useful.. i guess...

Signing off...

Pls don let me keep waiting cuz the pain is unbearable...

2008-01-24T23:48:00.000+08:00

It seem that i cant hold on much longer..i cant bear wearing this smiling Mask on my face..cuz the smile is painted on a sad face.. Why things have to end in this way all time?.. I don noe...Things have been complicated in my life..too complicated until it reach the point where i have no one to turn to..Im stuck..and it really painful when got stuck the world of nightmare in my fastasy...

Too many question being asking myself, Why u telling me things, when im not in the right position to noe it...Where am i stand in ur heart right now...?

It juz the answer im waiting for from u...the answer since the day which kept us a distance...
If someone have replace that empty space in ur heart, Pls let me know....so that stop keeping me waiting for u...so that i could stop here and turn at the nxt junction...cuz it hard for me to bear the pain all over again...It took 2 years to heal it..and i don want to hurt it again...

"Pls Don let me kept waiting, cuz the pain is unbearable for me to hold...."

Signing off......

Can i go Somewhere...Cuz its hurts being here...

2008-01-20T22:36:00.000+08:00

"Its expected to believe...and it really broke for the third time...it seem that i cant break free as things keep pulling me back..i don noe where im heading to...Simple to put in words...im stucks over here... I don noe when i gonna reach there...its seem i gonna be stay put right here, even though i gonna hate myself for doing this.. It seems words is a leather weapon to play with..and it really stabs mine deep..its another fail try added to my list...and i don blame her sincerly...Get ready to pack ur bags, its gonna be a bu,py ride to somewhere...."

Signing off......

I think Its gonna Be Forever if im in this state.....

2008-01-12T09:14:00.000+08:00

Hey there guys...

Actually.. i got no mood Of going to this blog anymore...I simply Do not know y? It seem A harsh Week this week.. I think It been Harsh since the clock strike 12 Midnight on 31 Dec.. I dont know..First i have to usher the new year with a sprint ankle..now it multiply like no body care...

Anywea..The week Could nt been Better..And i really mean it could get worst..
I was late for school on monday..and i really run to school since it was the first day of school...So when i reach.. guess wat?? This lappy of mine really give me the pain in the ass... really...It hang more than 5 times that day.. and it really pissed me off..period..So ended up doing my work on some people lappy..

After School..when to IT help Desk...ask them to virus scan.. It seem Some Idiot Bugger thumb Drive Have a Virus...I don noe who, I don noe how, I will kill that person if i found out...And i almost late For work..Lucky I reach 5 min b4 clock in.. Things doesnt end there ladies and gentlemen...I was on break...So decide to skip Dinner to finish up my RJ since it already occupied my fixing the lappy..and seriously..i have to do in the rush cuz it close at 1159..and i end work at 1am..She PM me while i doing my RJ...i don want to tell wat happen..cuz too personal..it juz that she want my explaination for my action..Gosh,.. I had a Big Sigh..after the break.. telling myself y it have to be like this...

Tues:...It another big screw up day ..Big time..Took Leave because i sending my car to Service ..Since my Harzard Light spoilt..i go to get it fits..so after checking in the car... and he said in 2-3 Hours He will call me when car is ready...so I wait the customer lounge... so i wait, wait..and wait.. 2hours become 4hours, 4hours become 8 hours...Keep Asking the customer service officer when my car will be ready...like more than 7 times... and it really pissed me off BIG BIG TIME....After 8 hours of waiting my car finally ready...and when i reach my car...i really want to slap this consultant face...he told me that the parts is not available..and he did not make the effort to call earlier...Wah..Give him the Pissed Face ever ask him to handover my Car Key.. and juz drove off..I juz wasted that day which..i could relex at home or something...Sigh..

Wed: Take Time To talk To Her...and i think she is really dissapointed on me...

Thurs: MSN BEING A BITCH, SCHOOL NETWORK BEING AN ASSHOLE.....

Fri: Customers Really being a Cock although its already After Closing time

Gosh..I nearly give Up on myself this week...And how i gonna survive Nxt week...Wat Its Gonna Be?? Anothet Big Suprise huh???

I think things will change after this week.....

Will miss her Morning Greetings.....
Will Miss having Lunch with her....
Will miss talking with her at the pantry...
Will miss her Smile the most
i could not belive that i miss her this much..

I think im Screw up in relationship Module....

At first my heart break...It sent me the way to the highest mountain in South East Asia..and the mountains heals me...
Second times when it broke...It sent me the way to Aceh, Indonesia..and the Children There heals me...
This time..I have no where to go...and nothing has not heal me yet... Im think im stuck..Still finding my way of this bermuda triangle( School,home,work)...

Make me Wonder...Fate really want me to be alone.....?

Signing off....

Welcome 2008 People.....

2008-01-06T08:02:00.001+08:00

Hey there guys... Happy new Year to U all.. Happy 2008... Hope the new year will bring hope and dream come true to u guys...

Yes yes.. it being ages i did nt blog.. been busy lately..esp when u are already working....

Yup to start my new year post.. i want dedicate the first part to my Wonderful Buddy above..Azhar,Fahmi, Jess,Aini,Riq,Shahril,Dan,Shaz, Nab and me..... HAppy 8th Year of our Friendship guys....It was a wonderful journey with u guys...we laugh, we cry, we sweat and we bleed( im serious)...We burnt our hand off on the Hot Parade Square Together..( and this is true ok..) And we did not even give up on each other... I still could remember when we first met, wearing stupid old Camo Uniform and laughing at each other beret of wearing in diffrent kind...

Thru the Years, we changes, in behaviour,in everything we do juz because we are the pioneer unit...We fight, we argue,We curse..Juz because we want to be the best we can be...But with all the disagreement going along, Theres a bit space in our heart telling us that we still care for each other...And thats what we are....

After been together for 4 years, We have to split with our own direction... Poly, ITE and JC...(Err did anyone gone to JC ???) but still..We call, we chat, we met..BBQ, Picnic,Hari Raya Outing.. even though we only spent a few hours..but its heal the missing friendship...Its Amazing that enivroment around us has change us.. but enviroment cant chg our bond of Frienship...

This Feb is our 8th Years Celebration..and we are planning A dinner somewhere... Hope u all can come ...will inform u guys on the date, time and places..

" ... to say it but its true..mens in uniform are always bond cuz we are wearing the same colour..." quote by one of us...

OKOK...

The Second part...

2007 has passed... And 2008 its here...cant belive i still i this blog address after more than 4 years...Thanks for this bloggie of mine... Holding my Happy, Pain, Sad and adventure moments...here where i put all my moments, problem,complaint...it has been my companion when i need to let it out... even though it did nt reply back..i don care whos read it... as long i let it out..to carry on with my life... Thanks Bloggie....

The third part...

Yup like i said been busy for the past few weeks... Been enjoying my deserving Holiday with my Cuzzie...eventhough its only 3 days...I having camp rite after my holiday and i really enjoy it...for the first 2 days.. a bad luck thing happen on the 3rd day...I sprint my ankle badly..and it hit on the fractured part which i had 3years ago..But still i have to limb back home..eventhough it a torture..

Ohh talking abt torture....i been asking myself.. y i got a sudden feeling of jealousy..she only a friend to me..and beside.. i have no right to be jealous..She not my Girlfriend..or is there something else....is it the feeling... i don noe im confuse...time the let loose the truth...

Anywea....

Working in starbuck is a enjoying...even there is alot of work...the crazy crew really make my days...looking forward for my next working days....

It seems i plan my holidays well... its time for me to plan my 2 months break later...

So wat up for me for 2008... hmm... Usual Carry on with my 2nd Year..I juz got offered to work together with Taman Warisan..abt History of Silat and i possible handle the Moving media part..While Wan(my Silat Mate/Ex Course mate)..will Handle the Design/Print Media part..

Oh talking about media...The exposure for odyssey really worth it for me...i think Boi ( My Former FYP advisor) Really train me to the limit..Working with little resources but the end product its well done...If nt.. i really cant came out with the clips...

Anywea.. Back to the 2008 Thingy...The dreaming of the Overseas Trip still Burning..proposal ready to be send.. and will wat will happen... ohh ya... ALC Rope LICENSE...and...err Actually i don do Resolution...cuz..i like when suprise things came out on the spot.. catching deal on the spot.. I will see what will happen on 2008.. but one things i aiming for..hope this year will be blessing for me....

Ok wanna catch my coffee for now...

will update sometimes k??

Sigining off

My First Driving KL trip...2nd Day(26/12/07)

2008-01-01T01:01:00.000+08:00

Hey There Guys.. Its the Second Day of my holiday... It seem Time Fly Very Fast Here...
I was So amaze with the view outside my video until i hav to take the morning shots...

Then I shower, Breakfast and Its Shopping Day For us... It gonna Be a A jam pack shopping ..

First Stop.....BerJaya Times Square... I love the Tall Christmas Tree everytime i when there...(What Did I Buy: Nothing, the price it seems similar like Taka)

Next Stop: Sungai Wang.... Where We all have our Ice Cream Treat...(what did i buy: Flops,Sports wear,Sweatshirt)

Next Stop: On All Mom Must visit b4 they go back List, Jalan Masjid India,where is mothers paradise, and daddy waiting hell...( what did i buy: I special brooch for that someone)

After all the walking and waiting and fickle minded..we ended up with a dinner( Hakim: Watch the hand dude, Hafiz: Hey thats my Food... Taufiq: More Tissue Pls...)

The Aftermath Of the Hunger of Shopping.....

Ok Gt to sleep..Tired will update again..

Nite

My First Driving KL trip...

2007-12-25T10:18:00.000+08:00

Hey there Guys...its 1030 am..Im in at Bandar Sunway Somewhere Near KL.... ya.. and hw i got to update while im here.. Suprisely KFC here Provide Wifi..so..take this chance to update... Actually i waiting for my cuz to reach here cuz we going to Sunway Lagoon and...i don noe where are they now... It was a tired drive to KL...I almost Slept while driving.. ( don tell my daddy) But thanks to Pits Stop for breakfast..im recharge back to drive...

I woke up early today to come here... Hope..This will be a well deserve Holiday.. will update though out the day... There are many activity that i missed in singapore.... The Odyssey Outing... ( Sori guys..) Christmas Outing with My Gang..But its ok..will join u all some other time..as long u al enjoy ur outing today....

Some pics.....

A Packs For Family of 5

A Breakfast Pit stop at Seremban...While Finding my way to Bandar Sunway..

Sunway City...Somehwhere ard shopping centre area...

Ok.. gtg will update later...

Signing off

Hey there... Im back... Im in my Apartment now.. and my Goodness It really Value the Money man. Its Big it spacious and a freaky nice view of KL..for juz S$68 per night.. Anywea like i said juz now... was waiting for my cuzzie to come after that we went to sunway lagoon... yahoo..

Some pics...

Deck View Of Sunway Lagoon...

My Crazy Cuzzie Of mine...

We Headed to Dinner..which is freaking cool and..Low Cost..(Imagine a Dinner for 15 Cost $86)When we reach there.. we decided to have our own table while our moms and dads had seperate tables.

A dinner With my Cutety Cuzzie of Mine...

After dinner Head Back to the Apartment..I can say wat a beautiful view man...

And That view really make my day..after a long driving and having fun with my cuzzie....

And Yes.. I cant Resist Of leaving my Trusty Lappy At home.. Until I have to bring it for my Holiday...

Thats all guys will Update 2morro...

Nite

Signing Off

PS: Where r u dear?... it seem hard to go without saying goodbye to u....

Sometime, I should Thank God of what an adventure he give me where no one has gone to....

2007-12-19T08:05:00.000+08:00

Hey there guys....

Ya ya... Many people Ask Where i have been...Esp To Ms Jannah....OKOK i Updated now.. Anywea.. I went No where...Im still here alive..and going..juz a bit Busy ( Yeah Rite abit..nampak sah...Busy maut...hehe) Anywea...Trying to find time to sit down and to update but it seems my butt cant sit still to update and instead of doing design work..video editing day in day out...late nights.. Skips Lunch and break..but things really paid off..I can see spider web on my bloggie now..( MAN Blog gi tangkap habok sua...tak yah update)

Ok Lets cut the crap and straight to wat i going to say... ODYSSEY ( I don noe how to spell it till now haiz)

Its been a quite a journey ...for the past 2 months and it ended last saturday with a big bang..Going through Thick and think...sickness..Flu bug all ouver the dance studio...Late night practice.. but it really paid off...It seems that this things started off with most of us protesting as it really affect each IG sechdule..but in the end it seem like a bonding jouney that we will not forget for the each of the sub IG...On Sat we really Put a really best show..ever..i like the phrase of.." when u perform u r nota dancer..but u r a performers" Anywea..Everybody is happy and everybody now start missing each other already.... Thanks to Ezriq and Shahril...Hany and her boyfriends for coming for the Productions...Eera..and her sis and her friend( cant remember his name) for coming also... But the most Thankful grps of people is the Performers and Crews..involve...

Miss u all

Some picss...( Btw some pic are rip..sori but will credits it...)
The peeps from the productions..

The Dressing Room.....An hour B4 Show time...Yes Suhaimi.. Peace ya..

Me and the Backstage Crew Team.....Shah suppose to be there.. but i don noe where is he...( sori for the sleepy face...)

Me and Ms 'Arifah ...People love her Famous Last Word....ZAMAN!!!!(credit to Ms 'Arifah)At the End of the Production wat a beautiful Grp Picture (credit to Ms Wirni...)

Anywea.. Since the production is Done..Yeah...I can start on my overseas project already...and since its holiday will spend time on writing proposal, work, play, Holiday...

Oh ya.. Talking abt Holiday... Im going to holiday..nxt week infact..My first drive to Malaysia..Road trip infact..SO i juz to pack my stuff for a well deserve Holiday...

I been think about my life again... ( eh.. berape banyak nak fikir dahhhh....)

Something i really thank god of what happen in my life....esp the wonderful adventure ...which most people will not experience it...but i love it..

Imagine...having to Carry 8kg of pack while climbing a grulling 10km of Moutain Expedition

Trying to evacuate a really sick guy out of Indonesia..cuz he need a attention help immediatly in singapore..where the airport is more than 20km away and the route of the airport is god know bumpy and how a rush it will be...

Having to relise that.. im a Normal Technical student..But how lucky i am to get entry to poly...

How on earth i got myself into a stage production which is out of my intrest and by suprise i really enjoy it that much...

and without doing sports..consider me a dead man.. cuz i love sports so much....

Thanks God for having things in my life...and i will hard for the adventure to come...

Signing Off

Ya Allah, My Adventure is still Far from Over, I still want to explore more,pls keep my flame alive ok? Amin..

2007-12-02T11:34:00.000+08:00

Ahhhh Choo....Flu bug keep hitting me when it came at wrong time ever...

Hey there guys.... yaya.. People bugging me to update my blog.. Esp To miss Jannah over there..Since she out of her job maybe she should update her's quite often..Since im busy in everything under the sun.. now u feel how bored i am seeing ur blog at same state for the longest time ever...To miss Jannah.. Thanks for the 2nd Reminder...hehe

Ya like i said juz now flu bug coming in at the wrong time ever...Summerise..: ITECE Investiture, StarBuck Class, Endless Odyssey Training..still having migrain..I think Mom is shock seeing her kitchen roll finish so fast..cuz im the one who keep taking to wipe my germs off my nose sori mom..

Ok Stop the crap let me start with ITECE Investiture..

Actually is more to the renuion rather than concerntrate on the investiture...the peeps who really make me nuts last time with endless min of meeting, Late night meetings, High Profile Events... but watever its is..They still the best people to work with..and i really miss the good old days in ITE with u all.. Oh ya. Congrets to my old bestie of mine Rudy.. of sworn in for the 4th term in office and chairman man post...KEEP THE PIONEER SPIRIT ALIVE YO...I took some pics cuz some camera HAVE TO DIED ON ME ON THE LAST MIN....anywea some pics...

Having Breakfast with my Former Lady Boss(left)(the person who bugging me to update) and Former asst lady boss...(who left me waiting under her void deck for 45 mins) but still Hearts u both...

4th ITE CE Student Sworning in ceremony...

Really enjoy my day there.. with the crazy peeps..telling old story and stuff...Thanks u guys,,, will c u all on Appriecition Dinner Nxt month...

Anywea.. Juz sign my appointment letter with starbuck this week.. Yohoo.and i have to go for the coffee class...Hey is not that boring that expected,...Its fun to the core.. we call ourself Batch 494..

Coffee sampling.. we have to sample more than 12 types of coffee in this class.. My tounge is getting numb....

Tasting Our 12th and the Last Coffee..We do it with a big Bang...

Last Day of Batch 494..Good luck with ur In store Guys...

Anywea...

Oddysey training seems endless to me..Since its 2 weeks to show time so things getting hectic..esp to Ms Wirni Asyura..

Love the production peeps.....

I think i need to learn to close my mouth while taking pictures....Production peeps rox..

Anywea talking abt Ms wirni... i was scrolling to her blog once and i think i saw something i made on her blog..

Err ya.. it is..really did nt expect that she post it..all the long i though she keep it to herself or something... thats y ekin was teasing me all the long..

Anywea to Ms wirni..I know things its not a smooth sailing for u but everything is possible if u do it with passion, Take everything with positive note..and its 2 weeks left...juz give it with ur best shot ok??? Anything u do.. i always be behind u to support u.....proud of u Ms wirni...

Anywea.Asthma Hit me again Early this morn...and it unexpected ah..Luckily my bro have that blue inhaler in his room.. Wah like more than 2 years did not get asthma lah..I pray hard i will take care of myself...

Ok Done... im off to lunch

Crappy in progress..

Signing off

Since when My mom Know to use a computer??

2007-11-22T10:52:00.000+08:00

Random Post to kill time in my Math Class today......
This morning Mom is so cute of writing this on my lappy....

As u can see....

Jam pack week,

Tons of work,

endless Stress..

But still..Love my life...

Peace no war...

First Day of starbuck today.. Hope it will be smooth journey...

Crappy in progress

Signing off

Pls Don't hate me, if i say i love u....